Yeah that's probably what I'll have to do, it's cold as hell in Canada and I'm just worried about walking out there and spilling my SN while scaling it out or something on an uneven surface. My hands get shaky when I think I'm about to die lol.
You can mix it in a car , if you are travelling that way.
Got a DUI and totaled my car which is why I'm setting the plan in motion lol. Losing my job by the end of this month and my apartment by next month.
Sorry to hear that , im also going thru a lot at this moment , if i dont get better , im doing it in june.
Well I hope things start to look up for you, at the very least so you don't have to suffer three more months lol.
Yep thats why I dont want to ctb right now , i still have a little bit of hope.
Partial hanging two times, committed to psych ward both times that failed because I made too much noise. I couldn't find the sweet spot for my carotid artery. I found a parking garage in my town that was six stories high but I was worried about surviving as a vegetable or cripple every time I went up there, I need to be sure it'll kill me so I'm looking for a high rise or a much taller building as my backup. If I can't find that at all I'm going to be homeless by that point, so I guess my plan is to get on welfare and try to buy some fentanyl downtown lol. I'm pretty much betting everything on SN working, I'm going to have the antiemetic regimen, gravol, and clonazepam before I take it and be deep in the woods
When I was testing partial while sober I could get my carotid compressed pretty easily but I couldn't do it sober, so I got really drunk both times and when I got into the slipknot I couldn't find the right spot and just ended up making my head feel like it was going to explode. Hanging is a really shitty way to kill yourself if your SI is healthy lol.
