Help Does SN's efficacy diminish after being dissolved in water for an hour or two?

[notforl0ng]

My CTB location has to be far outside of town as I'm making absolutely sure nobody finds me, I feel like it would be easier to premix it at home in a glass and pour it into bottles to take with me. It would take probably an hour or two to get to a suitable spot. I have no idea how the chemistry of it works and was just wondering if I was screwing up the potency by keeping it dissolved for too long.

 

[Gonnerr]

You cannot mixed outside when you are ready. Me i will bring everything i need , scale , bottle , small funnel.

I don't think it will affect the purity but i never heard of waiting 1 or 2 hours.

Eveybody who ctb mixed it right before taking it , like 10 minutes or less.

 

[notforl0ng]

You cannot mixed outside when you are ready. Me i will bring everything i need , scale , bottle , etc.

Yeah that's probably what I'll have to do, it's cold as hell in Canada and I'm just worried about walking out there and spilling my SN while scaling it out or something on an uneven surface. My hands get shaky when I think I'm about to die lol.

 

[Gonnerr]

Yeah that's probably what I'll have to do, it's cold as hell in Canada and I'm just worried about walking out there and spilling my SN while scaling it out or something on an uneven surface. My hands get shaky when I think I'm about to die lol.

You can mix it in a car , if you are travelling that way.

Spring is coming if you can wait a few weeks.

 

[notforl0ng]

You can mix it in a car , if you are travelling that way.

Got a DUI and totaled my car which is why I'm setting the plan in motion lol. Losing my job by the end of this month and my apartment by next month.

 

[Gonnerr]

Got a DUI and totaled my car which is why I'm setting the plan in motion lol. Losing my job by the end of this month and my apartment by next month.

Sorry to hear that , im also going thru a lot at this moment , if i dont get better , im doing it in june.

 

[notforl0ng]

Sorry to hear that , im also going thru a lot at this moment , if i dont get better , im doing it in june.

Well I hope things start to look up for you, at the very least so you don't have to suffer three more months lol.

Every previous time I tried to CTB my SI would kick in because I knew I had things to live for and be thankful for, I think I've been subconsciously sabotaging myself so I have nothing left and can finally do it without hesitation. We'll see if I have the balls to follow through, everybody talks a big game on here lol.

 

[Gonnerr]

Well I hope things start to look up for you, at the very least so you don't have to suffer three more months lol.

Every previous time I tried to CTB my SI would kick in because I knew I had things to live for and be thankful for, I think I've been subconsciously sabotaging myself so I have nothing left and can finally do it without hesitation. We'll see if I have the balls to follow through, everybody talks a big game on here lol.

Yep thats why I dont want to ctb right now , i still have a little bit of hope.

What was your previous methods ? I guess it wasn't SN.

 

[notforl0ng]

Yep thats why I dont want to ctb right now , i still have a little bit of hope.

What was your previous methods ? I guess it wasn't SN.

Partial hanging two times, committed to psych ward both times that failed because I made too much noise. I couldn't find the sweet spot for my carotid artery. I found a parking garage in my town that was six stories high but I was worried about surviving as a vegetable or cripple every time I went up there, I need to be sure it'll kill me so I'm looking for a high rise or a much taller building as my backup. If I can't find that at all I'm going to be homeless by that point, so I guess my plan is to get on welfare and try to buy some fentanyl downtown lol. I'm pretty much betting everything on SN working, I'm going to have the antiemetic regimen, gravol, and clonazepam before I take it and be deep in the woods

 

[Gonnerr]

Hanging is my last option, i know it can be quick if done correctly but im afraid of that. I just want to lay down and die peacefully on a comfy matress. Carbon monoxide or SN are my choice or both at the same time in a tent.

 

[notforl0ng]

Hanging is my last option, i know it can be quick if done correctly but im afraid of that. I just want to lay down and die peacefully on a comfy matress. Carbon monoxide or SN are my choice or both at the same time in a tent.

When I was testing partial while sober I could get my carotid compressed pretty easily but I couldn't do it sober, so I got really drunk both times and when I got into the slipknot I couldn't find the right spot and just ended up making my head feel like it was going to explode. Hanging is a really shitty way to kill yourself if your SI is healthy lol.