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lampshade321

Member
Aug 15, 2026
21
I believe I have finally identified a US supplier (fingers crossed) who let me get to their checkout page without requiring institutional affiliation. They sell 97% purity SN and ACS grade 97% purity SN. My understanding is that any SN purity of 95%+ will work for CTB, but I am not sure if being ACS grade matters. It is 4x as expensive, so I would prefer to buy regular grade if it has equal efficacy. Anyone know the answer?

Also, would appreciate advice on obtaining antiemetics if possible. I have an appointment scheduled with a healthcare provider and already told them I started getting migraines a month ago. My plan is to tell them that I have been getting menstrual headaches my whole life (true) that recently turned into migraines (not true), and that Excedrin helps with the pain but OTC anti-nausea meds like Dramamine and Tums didn't do anything for the nausea.

Will prescription meds that aren't dopamine blockers work? My research has indicated that ondansetron is the most commonly prescribed antiemetic. If ondansetron isn't going to work, then I'm going to tell them that my mother had the same issue but that she took prochlorperazin and it helped her. Is prochlorperazin going to be equally as effective as metoclopramide? It looked like the side effects of meto make it a harder prescription to get.
 
time2gosoon

time2gosoon

Member
Jul 12, 2026
24
Did you get your username from a patient at Granite Hills?
 
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lampshade321

Member
Aug 15, 2026
21
Did you get your username from a patient at Granite Hills?
Sorry, I don't really understand the question? If you're asking how I came up with the username, I was having trouble thinking of something that wasn't a usual Internet handle of mine, so I picked out a random object I could see and slapped numbers onto the end.
 
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rembleeds

Member
Feb 12, 2024
44
No idea about AEs, but ASC is just a purity and quality standard. Purity is covered already, and quality would be stuff like consistently sized crystals or a uniform color.

SN is SN. They will be the same when diluted in water, the same in your stomach and have the same effect in your blood. It does not matter which you get.
 
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lampshade321

Member
Aug 15, 2026
21
No idea about AEs, but ASC is just a purity and quality standard. Purity is covered already, and quality would be stuff like consistently sized crystals or a uniform color.

SN is SN. They will be the same when diluted in water, the same in your stomach and have the same effect in your blood. It does not matter which you get.
Got it, thanks for the advice.
 
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squidcat

Member
Sep 4, 2024
10
what's your source if you don't mind me asking?
 
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adamantc

Student
Mar 29, 2026
180
I believe I have finally identified a US supplier (fingers crossed) who let me get to their checkout page without requiring institutional affiliation. They sell 97% purity SN and ACS grade 97% purity SN. My understanding is that any SN purity of 95%+ will work for CTB, but I am not sure if being ACS grade matters. It is 4x as expensive, so I would prefer to buy regular grade if it has equal efficacy. Anyone know the answer?

Also, would appreciate advice on obtaining antiemetics if possible. I have an appointment scheduled with a healthcare provider and already told them I started getting migraines a month ago. My plan is to tell them that I have been getting menstrual headaches my whole life (true) that recently turned into migraines (not true), and that Excedrin helps with the pain but OTC anti-nausea meds like Dramamine and Tums didn't do anything for the nausea.

Will prescription meds that aren't dopamine blockers work? My research has indicated that ondansetron is the most commonly prescribed antiemetic. If ondansetron isn't going to work, then I'm going to tell them that my mother had the same issue but that she took prochlorperazin and it helped her. Is prochlorperazin going to be equally as effective as metoclopramide? It looked like the side effects of meto make it a harder prescription to get.
Best way to get prescribed metoclopramide is to feign nausea. it's not usually a first-line treatment, so say either : you took it from a relative., it worked well, and you'd like more, or that you've tried first-line treatments and they haven't worked well. Propranolol is often prescribed for anxiety, you could feign physical symptoms such as palpitations, and the doctor may well give it to you. If that doesn't work, it is also used for a couple other methods. If you need more help with the AE side of things, feel free to PM. Good luck!
 
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hdead

Wizard
Jun 2, 2026
614
ACS grade has a lower amount of trace contaminants, mainly heavy metals and some other impurities.
 

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