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fay13

fay13

Member
Nov 14, 2021
81
i was doing fine today until i opened R6 and....oh boy i feel like this is the worst day of my life

match after match i get team killers toxic chatters and toxic voice users telling me to kill myself and that i am really bad at the game

and wouldn't you guess it? they are all 13/17 year old kids

i just wanted to say that coming to this website makes me feel better and feel like home

sorry for my bad english

I'm from Spain (the S is silent)
 
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bed

bed

CTBed
Aug 24, 2019
919
Usually, they're just a distraction for me.

If I run into toxic people i usually just mute them or ignore them.
I'm sorry something you enjoy, made you feel worse <3
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,373
Unironically yes. Especially for Smash Bros. I thought I was pretty good in Smash for WiiU but since Ultimate came out, I'm just so much worse at the game because of how much faster it is and the online system is pretty trash because even when it isn't laggy as fuck, people play so degenerately that I don't even have my main in elite smash. This mode also brings out the worst of my hatred and malice towards humankind.
 
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Smart No More

Visionary
May 5, 2021
2,734
Don't let some salty troll children get under your skin! It's really fucking annoying, that true but it means nothing in the grand scheme of things.

I was a real lover of gaming from childhood up until getting sick in the last year or so. Now I'm unable to think fast enough due to impact on cognition. That's more of a factor in me ctb. I couldn't care less about being shit. I just wish I could enjoy playing at all. So take solace in the fact you have 1up on me there.
 
Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,470
no bu i stay anyway from the toxic culture found in most online games like CALL OF DUTY,
Call of Duty has a long history with toxic lobby banter, Trash-talking has been part of gaming for a very long time insulting each other ever since voice chat was added to the game

toxic
talk about being number one in his son and daughter life, and at the same time You a drip from my penis, I just decapitated him
what kind of father figure is that

kind of a coincidence how both this video come out on the same day

Royce da 5'9" - Caterpillar ft. Eminem, King Green





 
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EdibleGasMask

EdibleGasMask

Member
Jan 30, 2020
77
Rainbow 6 makes me shake like I have Parkinsons. I love playing casual but I cannot bring myself to play ranked because that mode will definitely make me feel horrible. When I do think thoes thoughts I realize its the pressure of the people playing not me being bad that makes me feel that way. Once I realize that I boot up a singleplayer game and the feeling goes away. Hope this helps.
 
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DivineMedicus

DivineMedicus

Vereor Nox
Sep 7, 2020
242
Generally most games with a competitive scene will be chock-full of griefers, trolls, and just over-the-top shitty toxic people who are just basking in their anonymity to the fullest. I personally don't lose sleep over it, but if I were you I would just mute these assholes and move on. Also R6Siege is a haven for these guys lol
 
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wanttogetonthebus

wanttogetonthebus

chronically unlucky
Nov 27, 2021
405
They make me less suicidal. If I CTB, games will be at the top of my list for earthly things I'd miss.
 
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CFLoser

CFLoser

I fcking hate myself
Dec 5, 2018
609
There is something about avoiding reality and being suicidal for sure.

maybe your brain automatically assumes whatever you're avoiding = something terrible.

So if you dread life as a whole and confide in online games you can make your life worse.
 
Niko66

Niko66

Specialist
Dec 6, 2021
353
That's competitive games for you, I played League of Legends for a long time, I could handle it when I was a teen but these days it gets way too much on my nerves unless I am playing with people I know. I like to stick to more laid back stuff now.
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
Not sure about more suicidal but definitely can make you feel worse. I generally avoid playing online unless it's just with one other person that I know.

I always forget to mute them if that's an option, I think that might work but the initial memory will sting at first. If it's a game where muting them isn't an option that sucks.

The only good thing is you can find out someone cares about you playing online with them. When I used to play Halo games online with my brother he would rip people a new one if they started bashing my playstyle or something.
 
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