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Weebster

Weebster

Everyone is alone. Everyone is empty.
Mar 11, 2022
1,683
I often look up things about suicide on YouTube. I saw one comment on a video today that said his wife ctb a month prior despite them making plans about a trip. I guess she decided to take a different kind of trip...
 
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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
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To some extent. It is something like 1% of people who leave this world in this way, usually by some combination of really bad luck, being abused, or making mistakes, which we all do. I didn't want to leave this way, my life had a lot more potential long ago, but I suppose there is some small amount of comfort in knowing that millions of others find themselves in this situation eventually.
 
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lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,470
Hmm it does make me feel less alone but also frustrated that I can't get the nerve to follow through.
 
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hopelessdreams

hopelessdreams

life and its opposite
Mar 1, 2022
176
i don't take comfort in numbers at all. nowadays the news is full of numbers of
people who have suffered and are suffering due to poverty, disability, etcetera. i've become desensitized to it. i do however take comfort in the words of the people behind those numbers, in this case SS. that's where the real comfort is at.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,569
Not me personally. I envy those who have left this world and it makes me more aware of what I cannot achieve, I am trapped in this world because of the fear of failure and limited access to methods. I do find the thought of non existence to be comforting in general, as it is freedom from all suffering and at least one day I will be gone no matter what.

I think that if I had an option of a peaceful exit, that is what would give me a feeling of relief, knowing that I could leave the pain behind when the time is right for me. It is so horrible that this life is a thing in the first place. To me it is not surprising that so many want to leave. Rest in peace to all those gone.
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
Not really. I think suicide is often sad and scary and hearing people had to do it in lonely and violent ways is not comforting.

I do get comfort from doctor assisted stories though, I admit.
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
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It comforts me to know that CTB is at least an option, even if it's not the most ideal.
 
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CannotAnymore

Student
Apr 29, 2022
100
No.. it makes me sad. Especially when so many are so young. There is so much shame and guilt around CTB. The people left behind refuse to acknowledge that they may have played a role, that they may have done something wrong and so it's easier to sweep it under the rug that talk about it. They go to to the thoughts and prayers, mental health matters, blah blah blah and then they move on... So I dunno it's just sad, this world is sad, society is sad..... I'm just sad
 
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Jul 31, 2020
715
Most of these people use violent methods and are going crazy with such sadness and disappointment, there's no way to be happy about it, I wish everyone had access to peaceful means like those euthanasia clinics but it's just a distant dream
 
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Rational man

Rational man

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Oct 19, 2021
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1 in 100 deaths is attributed to ctb globally. Equates to approx 700,000 per Year.
 
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Julgran

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Dec 15, 2021
1,427
I often look up things about suicide on YouTube. I saw one comment on a video today that said his wife ctb a month prior despite them making plans about a trip. I guess she decided to take a different kind of trip...

Some posters here have pointed out that it's tragic that people choose to end their life, which I agree with, of course, but then it also means that the world and what we call "living" is not all it's cut out to be, which means that ending one's life in a sick world as ours isn't as tragic as ending one's life in a healthy world.
 
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AloneInCollege

AloneInCollege

The one and only
Mar 7, 2022
167
It definitely makes feel a bit less lonely. But not really comforting. I don't wish this on anyone I'm sure some of those are people who genuinely feel completed with life and are choosing they're own way, but I know a lot of them are in pain like me.
 
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Oct 19, 2021
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Weebster

Weebster

Everyone is alone. Everyone is empty.
Mar 11, 2022
1,683
I would wish this pain in the people who were deliberately cruel to me, but unfortunately it wouldn't work.
That reminds me of people who say "I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy." Nonsense virtue bs
 
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Twiceler

Twiceler

Pro-suicide. Blackpill.
Dec 16, 2021
94
The younger the person ctb, the more I envy and admire, the more i thrill. Feels like I'm missing the party.
 
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loopyloo

loopyloo

maybe next year we’ll implode
Dec 18, 2021
4
Not really. I think suicide is often sad and scary and hearing people had to do it in lonely and violent ways is not comforting.

I do get comfort from doctor assisted stories though, I admit.
I feel the same way, my dad and brother both left this world via firearms and it makes me so sad to think about how lonely and scared they must have felt.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,201
Difficult to say. On one hand they have found a way out of their worldly pain and on the other hand they are another suicide statistic. I am am more saddened than comforted. The more we stigmatize suicide, the more people will just ignore the plight of the suicidal.
 
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☆AwaitingEntropy☆

☆AwaitingEntropy☆

Snuffing the Light Out
Nov 6, 2021
208
No. If anything, it makes me feel a bit worse. For a while, I was able to convince myself that the issues I've had with life were just a "me" problem. I thought if I could amend my life view, I could find a way to be content.

But, now that I've realized just how widespread dissatisfaction is, I understand the issue is with the world, and the way it's structured, and the cruelty that dwells within. Thinking about the multitude of people who commit suicide each day, not even including the many more who attempt or fantasize about it, is truly upsetting.

I hope they've found the solace they've been searching for, be it an afterlife or reincarnation or a quiet, peaceful emptiness.
 
Nolan96

Nolan96

Mage
Feb 12, 2022
506
No. Depressing to think of yourself or people you care about having killed themselves being a drop in that giant misery bucket.
 
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faunaaaa

Member
Jun 1, 2022
33
It is comforting in a way. It gives me hope I can do the same. I hope they are in a better place now- whatever or wherever that may be. I'm happy their suffering is over
 
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