Discussion Does goodbye threads makes you want to rush catching the bus?

[Nights]

Today i just seen few goodbye threads on sanctioned suicide, my suicide date is 23rd, however, i saw 2 goodbye threads, one by @Vizzy the other one by @JuliaOnTheNet, seeing those threads made me want to rush catching the bus, it feels like my friends and everything i love and heaven is inside the bus, but the bus is running and i have to catch it before it's too fast and it's too late, and i feel my spirit and life energy, the best words i can describe this state is "energy of the soul" as you feel yourself, you feel like you're alive, you feel vivid, you feel strong emotions, you feel hope like you never did in your life, you feel happiness like you never did in your life, you feel like you're traveling in the skies, in the heaven, to a new place, you could describe this feeling like the same feeling you feel during near death experiences, does anyone else feel that way when they read goodbye threads?

 

[-FrozenRobot-]

Vizzy is a good man. I'll be sad when he's gone. As much as I'd like to rush catching the bus, I've met with failure before and I don't want it to happen again.
People...make a wise decision. In my case, my last serious attempt was in 2021. I got a chance after 2 years. Some people may get no chance at all. I've always been afraid of becoming a veggie but due to some divine intervention, I made it out of partial hanging without any complications.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I personally envy and admire those who have the courage to finally say "Goodbye" and are doing the very last step to the other side to finally be relieved from all agony and suffering in this world. It's never too late to catch ones own bus. It's the question when one is ready to do so finally.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just envy those who leave as I see nothing more ideal than being able to permanently not exist with everything finally forgotten about, I see so much beauty in deciding to leave as suicide is self care, it prevents unnecessary suffering in an existence where there's unlimited potential for torture.

Death is the only comfort and relief so of course I envy those people, those who are now eternally not existing are fortunate to me as existence is filled with dread and harm, I envy those who aren't burdened with existence, and when it comes to those who succeeded with methods like hanging and jumping I especially admire their courage as those methods are terrifying to me.

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

Yes because i feel like a fraud if everyone around me is dying but im not

 

[Nights]

Yes because i feel like a fraud if everyone around me is dying but im not

Haha, i relate to this, i also would feel lonely if everyone else catched the bus and i were left alone

 

[Vizzy]

Today i just seen few goodbye threads on sanctioned suicide, my suicide date is 23rd, however, i saw 2 goodbye threads, one by @Vizzy the other one by @JuliaOnTheNet, seeing those threads made me want to rush catching the bus, it feels like my friends and everything i love and heaven is inside the bus, but the bus is running and i have to catch it before it's too fast and it's too late, and i feel my spirit and life energy, the best words i can describe this state is "energy of the soul" as you feel yourself, you feel like you're alive, you feel vivid, you feel strong emotions, you feel hope like you never did in your life, you feel happiness like you never did in your life, you feel like you're traveling in the skies, in the heaven, to a new place, you could describe this feeling like the same feeling you feel during near death experiences, does anyone else feel that way when they read goodbye threads?

Apart from SS, I see a lot of smart, successful, rich and wealthy people ctb all the times that motivates me and give me a assurance that my life and ctb ain't special. Suicide happens all the times but humans, religions, ethics made it a taboo and something which people are not allowed to talk or explore more about it. Even the media don't speak much about suicide except the celebrity suicide because they are not allowed as it can influence the people to suicide which is a stupidity because if a person want to die he/she will do it anyways.

For me, goodbye threads helped to go through with ctb but they didn't influence me because ctb is my decision, even if I didn't read the goodbye threads I would do the ctb anyways but it really helps and it also helps those people who post their goodbye threads because they can do their ctb by thinking a lot of people care about them and looking out for them.

I have to mentioned this, the goodbye thread which affected me most in this forum is by the beloved member name "LetzteAusfahrt"

goodbye thread - today 10:00 pm (UTC +2)

Today the time has finally come, I have my final exam. I will finally find out whether I have learned the right thing and can actually apply it. At least the part about being relaxed seems to fit, I'm completely relaxed and hardly think about tonight. Let's see how it develops. I am pursuing...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[Forever Sleep]

It doesn't really make me feel rushed because I have specific things to hang on for for now. Still- it does make me picture what it might feel like when it's my turn. I feel scared for them and me. Then- if they're successful (pressumably) I feel relieved that they are at peace. I hope they didn't suffer and I admire them for having the guts to go through with it.

 

[glossble]

Omg, I feel exactly the same...
Send you hugs