Just left psychiatry 3 hours ago. I'm in an unconsoleable state. I've been avoiding these appointments the past year or so, just seeing my nurse for my injection as I'm bipolar and without it I enter mania/psychosis.
I'm going through rapid cycling, I smoke the reefer occasionally and all the help I can get from psychiatry is basically being told on repeat stop smoking, stop smoking.
Ssris send me into mania.
I'm worried they're going to take away my psychologist because he kept going on during our session about how stretched the public services are and how little I deserved anything from them.
I just need to reach out. I don't think I'm going to make it through another low after those sessions.
I'm going through rapid cycling, I smoke the reefer occasionally and all the help I can get from psychiatry is basically being told on repeat stop smoking, stop smoking.
Ssris send me into mania.
I'm worried they're going to take away my psychologist because he kept going on during our session about how stretched the public services are and how little I deserved anything from them.
I just need to reach out. I don't think I'm going to make it through another low after those sessions.
