Does anything satisfy you?

[Special Week]

Nothing satisfies me anymore. Two months ago, I created an account on a very active forum, a kind of free forum where you can post whatever you want. Literally, the only thing I did when I woke up was open that forum and post any crap that came to mind, besides participating in doxing and mini-fights with other users (it's a forum where you can post ANYTHING, so it's no surprise there are fights there) That was super fun and entertaining, But now that I've started college, lately even the forum doesn't satisfy me anymore. Everything there has become boring, since the forum changed a lot of things and now everything is more restricted, plus most users leave quickly. I literally have 3 accounts with over 70 followers each, even though I know that forum only has 90,000 users at most Lol, But now, even being somewhat known there, I don't feel the same dopamine rush as before. Nothing satisfies or entertains me anymore; I can't even concentrate on watching a 20-minute video. I seriously think this depression is much worse than the last one I had

But anyway, what things in your life used to make you happy but doesn't anymore?

 

[Off_Switch]

The only thing that satisfies me is knowing that it's guaranteed to be over one day.

 

[Anonslostsoul]

If you count substances I've still got that going for me (though my tolerance has gotten pretty high so we'll see how long that lasts), but I feel like I've lost interest in most other things. Playing games, watching YouTube, sketching, I'm more so doing it out of habit then anything. I loved pacing around daydreaming for the longest time and even that's felt duller than usual.

 

[Echo]

Food. But I've put myself on a diet so I'm not enjoying food as much because I've stopped eating the sweet stuff. Sad times.

 

[Somewhat Suicidal]

• food is meh, but today it's been enjoyable.
• My hobbies, doing, windsurfing, skiing, although it could be just the aspect that there is always prep in order to actually do it
• substances, but only bc im not taking any at the moment
• sex, but only bc I dont have any at the moment