
monetpompo
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- Apr 21, 2025
- 15
hey party people.
does anyone play chess? i've always been bad so i usually don't play. a part of me wants to be good at it, but it's always been a frustrating game. i tried to join the chess club my college has but i eventually fell out of it because i was always considered the worst player in the club, even though people still wanted me around. losing at chess makes me feel really down for some reason, so that stops me from playing games when i already feel sad. i think my elo is 600. my best friend who plays chess has a really high elo, so it's never been fun to play with him. it makes me feel childish. i think the only way someone can like playing chess is if they're already good at it or find it fun to do. i used to really like it, but people thinking i was dumb when i was active in the chess club made me like it way less. i hated when guys would play with me and overexplain how i'm supposed to be playing. :(
does anyone play chess? i've always been bad so i usually don't play. a part of me wants to be good at it, but it's always been a frustrating game. i tried to join the chess club my college has but i eventually fell out of it because i was always considered the worst player in the club, even though people still wanted me around. losing at chess makes me feel really down for some reason, so that stops me from playing games when i already feel sad. i think my elo is 600. my best friend who plays chess has a really high elo, so it's never been fun to play with him. it makes me feel childish. i think the only way someone can like playing chess is if they're already good at it or find it fun to do. i used to really like it, but people thinking i was dumb when i was active in the chess club made me like it way less. i hated when guys would play with me and overexplain how i'm supposed to be playing. :(
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