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Psychopath30

Psychopath30

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Aug 18, 2019
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I just want to have a strong, peaceful life. I know it might hurt, but I can endure it. I really want to end all of this; it's very tiring.

Does anyone know where I can get carbon monoxide?
 
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LonelyPrince

LonelyPrince

Rotten to the Core
Dec 12, 2025
239
Nembutal, which cannot be found anywhere.
 
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stiarling

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Jan 10, 2026
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I just want to have a strong, peaceful life. I know it might hurt, but I can endure it. I really want to end all of this; it's very tiring.
Peaceful methods are not accessible for people like us... We are left with the brutal and painful ones, but some are relatively painless
 
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pelicanportal

pelicanportal

life could have been beautiful
Jan 28, 2026
165
I found people selling it on telegram are they scammers?
yes.

source and download the peaceful pill handbook, it goes over different methods and their perceived "peacefulness". there is no magic method, some are just less bad than others and we all have our preferences. i think jumping in front of trains is insane but others think OD'ing and consuming medicine is insane. figure out what you want if this is actually what you want, go to recovery and find support if it isnt.
 
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sickofeverything

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Apr 17, 2026
38
I wish there was a way to induce a heart attack in your sleep, that would seem peaceful since many die from them in their sleep but unfortunately there is no way that I know of as of now. There was a man who built a suicide machine and one woman tested it but nothing else yet
 
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gardenhouse

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Mar 26, 2026
96
I wish there was a way to induce a heart attack in your sleep, that would seem peaceful since many die from them in their sleep but unfortunately there is no way that I know of as of now. There was a man who built a suicide machine and one woman tested it but nothing else yet
A man who built suicide machine? Dr Phillip Nitachke? He created the death capsule
 
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Psychopath30

Psychopath30

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Aug 18, 2019
13
SĂ­.

Descarga el manual de la píldora de la paz; explica diferentes métodos y su supuesta "paz". No existe un método mágico, algunos son menos perjudiciales que otros y todos tenemos nuestras preferencias. Para mí, tirarme delante de un tren es una locura, pero otros piensan que una sobredosis y el consumo de medicamentos también lo son. Averigua qué es lo que realmente quieres; si no, busca ayuda y apoyo en un centro de recuper

yes.

source and download the peaceful pill handbook, it goes over different methods and their perceived "peacefulness". there is no magic method, some are just less bad than others and we all have our preferences. i think jumping in front of trains is insane but others think OD'ing and consuming medicine is insane. figure out what you want if this is actually what you want, go to recovery and find support if it isnt.
I already tried to die by overdosing on pills but it didn't work. Is there any other way? I don't want to jump off a train or anything like that either.
 
Psychopath30

Psychopath30

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Aug 18, 2019
13
I wish there was a way to induce a heart attack in your sleep, that would seem peaceful since many die from them in their sleep but unfortunately there is no way that I know of as of now. There was a man who built a suicide machine and one woman tested it but nothing else yet
I just want to sleep and be able to rest in peace, that's all.
Does anyone know where I can get carbon monoxide?
 
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dearlydeparted44

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May 21, 2025
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I'm using a gun. The method may seem violent. But dying instantly in the comfort of my own home in the dark... I'll take that. There are worse ways to go in this life.
 
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squiddedoutt

squiddedoutt

shorky dorky
Feb 23, 2026
72
Theres a bunch of CO resources on here, its a product of combustion and is produced more under incomplete combustion (lack of enough O2 to make CO2)

(read up before trying anything)