Does anyone know how someone would go about purchasing Cerbera Odollam seeds?

[toforigivelife]

I can't seem to find them and was wondering if anyone on SS knew of a good source.

And to answer anyone's questions; Cerbera Odollam is used to induce a heart attack.

A very unpleasant, painful way to go but in order to spare my remaining family members any unnecessary further pain it is imperative that they believe I died of natural causes.

I hope I'm not encouraging anyone to CTB or to use this painful method. Research threads here, or anywhere, about suicide by heart attack before you let me influence you.

I'm not 100% sure of what I'm going to do but I feel like I need to at least have this as an option. I'm in bad shape.

 

[Smart No More]

A quick duckduckgo search bought back a few results. Most of them out of stock but there were some in stock. How reliable they are I don't know.

 

[toforigivelife]

A quick duckduckgo search bought back a few results. Most of them out of stock but there were some in stock. How reliable they are I don't know.

Thanks for doing that search for me.

 

[Smart No More]

Thanks for doing that search for me.

No worries. I just did it out of curiosity tbh. I mentioned it because we can't sharw links so figured you'd get the same results if you tried it with that search engine. Hope you found it. The ones I found in stock were quite pricey for only 3 seeds I think. How many seeds are needed?


I noticed there's a couple of other names used for that tree. One of which is the suicide tree. I guess it must be well known. It was a new one for me. Thanks for sharing. I'm kind of tempted to make a purchase myself. If only to reinforce other methods.

 

[toforigivelife]

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[49yoBrokenNYDoll]

No worries. I just did it out of curiosity tbh. I mentioned it because we can't sharw links so figured you'd get the same results if you tried it with that search engine. Hope you found it. The ones I found in stock were quite pricey for only 3 seeds I think. How many seeds are needed?


I noticed there's a couple of other names used for that tree. One of which is the suicide tree. I guess it must be well known. It was a new one for me. Thanks for sharing. I'm kind of tempted to make a purchase myself. If only to reinforce other methods.

I think three seeds is enough to ctb, but takes enough time where you might be found, though there is no antidote. Not a lot of information— would probably want to combine it with something else, but... ?! Please let me know if you see a source that looks trustworthy. At $1600 plus s/h, N. looks like it will never happen. Natural causes might ease the pain for my family and friends and I wouldn't have the legacy of being the asshole who let her widower dad and emotionally abused niece down. Like, they'd "get it," but ... they'd still be alone and let down.

Sorry for TMI. I just wish I had cancer or something. My brother ctb'ed so my dad would really suffer if both his kids did that.

 

[Smart No More]

I think three seeds is enough to ctb, but takes enough time where you might be found, though there is no antidote. Not a lot of information— would probably want to combine it with something else, but... ?! Please let me know if you see a source that looks trustworthy. At $1600 plus s/h, N. looks like it will never happen. Natural causes might ease the pain for my family and friends and I wouldn't have the legacy of being the asshole who let her widower dad and emotionally abused niece down. Like, they'd "get it," but ... they'd still be alone and let down.

Sorry for TMI. I just wish I had cancer or something. My brother ctb'ed so my dad would really suffer if both his kids did that.

Hey,

It's not tmi, honestly. :)

As far as N goes I won't be ordering any time soon with all these wellness visits and now somebody getting arrested and made to engage with intervention services. The last time there was a concentrated spate of wellness visits they visited people who'd purchased as long as a year previous so even sitting on it safe in the knowledge you have a peaceful method available would be tainted by the fear of a knock on the door.

Regarding the seeds, I just did a quick search so without making a confirm successful purchase I wouldn't want to recommend any. Should that ever happen I'll give you a nudge here. : ) It's not the ideal way to go but with options becoming more and more restricted I can see why it's considered. This thread was the first I'd ever heard of it.

 

[befree]

Cerbera Odollam seeds (Pong Pong seeds) are easy to get. Send me a PM if you want to know where.

 

[toforigivelife]

I think three seeds is enough to ctb, but takes enough time where you might be found, though there is no antidote. Not a lot of information— would probably want to combine it with something else, but... ?! Please let me know if you see a source that looks trustworthy. At $1600 plus s/h, N. looks like it will never happen. Natural causes might ease the pain for my family and friends and I wouldn't have the legacy of being the asshole who let her widower dad and emotionally abused niece down. Like, they'd "get it," but ... they'd still be alone and let down.

Sorry for TMI. I just wish I had cancer or something. My brother ctb'ed so my dad would really suffer if both his kids did that.

Thanks for your response and for the information.

If you're interested in the seeds be sure to read befree's post on this thread.