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sulvumnolo

sulvumnolo

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Again curious because that's my only method available. What happens if I fail? I know generally it could lead to brain damage thro hypoxia. But what are the actually changes of that? How many overdose just lead to brain damage? Seems like everyone dies
 
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Scorpio moon gal

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God I'm envious you even have fentanyl 😔❤️
 
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BradGuy123

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I'd like to know this as well. Can you have brain damage from a failed attempt?

I am curious as to how you got fentanyl.
 
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Scorpio moon gal

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here's what deepseek says:
If someone survives a fentanyl overdose—especially if they were revived with naloxone (Narcan)—the immediate danger passes, but what follows can be brutal, both physically and mentally. Here's what happens:

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Immediate aftermath (first minutes to hours)

· Naloxone throws them into instant withdrawal – If they're dependent on opioids, naloxone rips the drugs off their receptors. This causes:
· Violent sickness (vomiting, diarrhea)
· Severe body aches
· Agitation, confusion, or aggression
· Intense cravings
· Risk of re-sedation – Fentanyl is potent and can outlast naloxone. If they were given a dose of naloxone, they need monitoring for hours because they could stop breathing again once it wears off.
· Aspiration pneumonia – If they vomited while unconscious, they might have inhaled it into their lungs. This can cause infection and breathing problems.

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Short-term (days to weeks)

· Severe withdrawal – If they're physically dependent, the next days are hell:
· Muscle and bone pain
· Insomnia, anxiety, depression
· Diarrhea, sweating, chills
· Uncontrollable cravings
· Brain damage risk – If they went too long without oxygen, they might have:
· Memory problems
· Difficulty concentrating
· Mood swings or personality changes
· In severe cases, permanent cognitive impairment or movement disorders
· Injuries from collapse – Many people fall during an overdose, leading to:
· Head trauma
· Broken
bones
· Soft tissue injuries
 
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sulvumnolo

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I'd like to know this as well. Can you have brain damage from a failed attempt?

I am curious as to how you got fentanyl.
Sadly it's never easy. But I got it from a friend. Pure powder. None of the pills they sell anymore are any good
 
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sulvumnolo

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· Brain damage risk – If they went too long without oxygen, they might have:
· Memory problems
· Difficulty concentrating
· Mood swings or personality changes
· In severe cases, permanent cognitive impairment or movement disorders
· Injuries from collapse – Many people fall during an overdose, leading to:
· Head trauma
· Broken
bones
· Soft tissue injuries
That's what I'm scared of
 
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cbtvvxxvvv

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Mar 4, 2026
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Sadly it's never easy. But I got it from a friend. Pure powder. None of the pills they sell anymore are any good
oh its pure fentanyl 100%?. how much?
 
Scorpio moon gal

Scorpio moon gal

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Apr 26, 2024
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That's what I'm scared of
I know right. I understand 💕. but as far as I can see most people die from fentanyl I believe it's very lethal. provided that you won't be interrupted by anyone
 
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Dontwant2Bhere

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Apr 1, 2026
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Umm you can get massive rhabdomyolysis, from muscle breakdown from being stuck on your side unconscious in a coma for 24hrs. Which causes kidney failure, and muscle and nerve damage. Which is what I got. Entire left side of my body is useless, even after a year, can't use my left hand, my left leg barely works, can't lift my hand above my head because my shoulder muscle is all gone. And my kidneys are only at 60% functioning after a year too. Also some permanent heart damage, it don't beat right, flutters in my chest occasionally, skips about every 3-4 beats all day every day. This was from snorting $100 worth of really good stuff, by myself up in the woods. Good thing I had insurance, the stay in the ICU plus the regular hospital to get physical therapy costed about $280,000...
oh its pure fentanyl 100%?. how much?
Just because it's powder doesn't mean it's pure. There is 0, and I mean *0* anything on the streets that will be even close to pure. Which is why this method is unreliable, and shouldn't be attempted. The consequences for failing are pretty friggin harsh. You only hear about the ones who died, but don't hear about the ones who lived and were all messed up. Don't try to CTB with illicit drugs, or do them at all honestly...
 
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BradGuy123

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Umm you can get massive rhabdomyolysis, from muscle breakdown from being stuck on your side unconscious in a coma for 24hrs. Which causes kidney failure, and muscle and nerve damage. Which is what I got. Entire left side of my body is useless, even after a year, can't use my left hand, my left leg barely works, can't lift my hand above my head because my shoulder muscle is all gone. And my kidneys are only at 60% functioning after a year too. Also some permanent heart damage, it don't beat right, flutters in my chest occasionally, skips about every 3-4 beats all day every day. This was from snorting $100 worth of really good stuff, by myself up in the woods. Good thing I had insurance, the stay in the ICU plus the regular hospital to get physical therapy costed about $280,000...

Just because it's powder doesn't mean it's pure. There is 0, and I mean *0* anything on the streets that will be even close to pure. Which is why this method is unreliable, and shouldn't be attempted. The consequences for failing are pretty friggin harsh. You only hear about the ones who died, but don't hear about the ones who lived and were all messed up. Don't try to CTB with illicit drugs, or do them at all honestly...
Thank you for sharing your experience. I'm sorry you're dealing with this. This would make me think twice about trying this method.
 

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