Does anyone feel the same?

[Nothing87]

My family condition is doing great now, but I still want to ctb due to personal problems. I felt uncomfortable when I am with my family and I also dislike how they decides my future. I felt trapped and I just want to be free and be on my own.


I just want to die alone peacefully and I don't want people to cry over my grave including my family.

 

[KillingPain267]

My family condition is doing great now, but I still want to ctb due to personal problems. I felt uncomfortable when I am with my family and I also dislike how they decides my future. I felt trapped and I just want to be free and be on my own.


I just want to die alone peacefully and I don't want people to cry over my grave including my family.

Same! I just moved into my own apartment so I can finally order things for ctb and get it delivered without my family asking questions about packages in the mail.

There are also days where I can't interact normally with anyone socially, even my family.