Does anyone feel like they are cursed?

[FuneralCry]

Throughout my life I have had many bad things happen to me which have been completely out of my control. I realise now that it is simply inevitable that I have got to this point and nothing could have prevented it. I feel as if I have been prone to bad luck, I am young and I already have multiple health problems. I have always had depressive tendencies since a young age and due to my autism my brain simply wasn't made to function in this world.
I know death is the answer for me as I am unable to gain any sort of peace within myself and I am at conflict with my emotions.
To an extent I think we are all cursed, as we were all nearly not born, just a matter of factors could have prevented our lives from ever happening which is very surreal. I begin to think maybe it was lifes intentions for some people to go down a path filled with misery.

 

[ShutUpEli]

They say life is a gift, I'd call it a curse.

 

[WornOutLife]

I don't know if I'm exactly cursed but I think some people just have more good luck than others.
You know, you can't choose the place where you're born, your family, genes, etc. It's all a Pandora box.

 

[JustAMatterOfTime]

No , I had a happy childhood, no major traumas, no family deaths even until I was 20. I lived in a nice area and was taken to after school things and clubs even though I hated them but my mum was trying to socialise me so I understand.

I had nice birthdays and Christmas, I didn't miss out on things. I had good physical health. My parents bought me a car and helped me out financially at university. I couldn't have asked for a less cursed existence yet here I am… That makes me feel even worse, people have been abused, had horrible childhoods that left lasting scars and what do I have?

 

[du2497]

Yes, yes I do. I'm doomed to failure. Every time I'm hopeful I'm reminded that there's no point in being positive, I'll just fail anyway.

 

[StringPuppet]

I feel like my life is some sort of cosmic joke

 

[DeadButDreaming]

Sometimes I feel like my life is punishment for something I did in a previous life. It's the only way my life makes sense. On the other hand, I am an atheist, and the 2 ideas are incompatible.

 

[articledon]

I used to try to ignore thinking i was cursed since i was born on the 13th with a majority of situations that seemed to never go my way but now.....yes i feel cursed

 

[Downbylife]

I feel like my whole family is cursed somehow

 

[awfullife]

Yes I feel I actually have demons inside me that are killing me. This hasn't always been this way but last 5 years yah.

 

[brokenwaves]

my life is honestly a cruel cruel joke, the universe loves to kick me when i'm down. i honestly gave up any hope when a week after a traumatic ctb attempt, i was r*ped. no like i don't think it's possible to live through the trauma i've been forced into in this life

 

[NeverGoBack94]

I am not superstitious thus I don't believe in curses.

However life can be hell and bad things happen to people often outside of their control.

 

[Phoenix]

God I relate to this more than you know! I have always believed I was cursed from a young age. No matter how hard I tried how hard I worked nothing ever has worked out for my. My life was a disaster from the start. I watch old school 'friends' get everything I wanted and thought I'd be/have since a young age but it just never happened for me. I'll never understand but I do truly believe I should never of been born and I'm not meant for this world

 

[Neowise]

I am not religious, but if god exists he certainly brought me on this earth just to have something to laugh at.

 

[Phoenix]

I am not religious, but if god exists he certainly brought me on this earth just to have something to laugh at.

Well they do say never trust a man that wears socks and sandals

 

[MyOwnWorstEnemy]

Throughout my life I have had many bad things happen to me which have been completely out of my control. I realise now that it is simply inevitable that I have got to this point and nothing could have prevented it. I feel as if I have been prone to bad luck, I am young and I already have multiple health problems. I have always had depressive tendencies since a young age and due to my autism my brain simply wasn't made to function in this world.
I know death is the answer for me as I am unable to gain any sort of peace within myself and I am at conflict with my emotions.
To an extent I think we are all cursed, as we were all nearly not born, just a matter of factors could have prevented our lives from ever happening which is very surreal. I begin to think maybe it was lifes intentions for some people to go down a path filled with misery.

Yes, absolutely from a very early age

 

[StateOfMind]

Maybe, all my life I have been a magnet for chaos and carnage.

 

[Buffy5120]

Sure do. Crazy how your talking about this today because I was just thinking about this yesterday. Im convinced definitely now the longer I stay, the worst I will get. Writing all my medical illnesses down would take a long time, most of them were unpreventable and definitely were brought by bad luck. Wish I was never born honestly

 

[Elohim]

Throughout my life I have had many bad things happen to me which have been completely out of my control. I realise now that it is simply inevitable that I have got to this point and nothing could have prevented it. I feel as if I have been prone to bad luck, I am young and I already have multiple health problems. I have always had depressive tendencies since a young age and due to my autism my brain simply wasn't made to function in this world.
I know death is the answer for me as I am unable to gain any sort of peace within myself and I am at conflict with my emotions.
To an extent I think we are all cursed, as we were all nearly not born, just a matter of factors could have prevented our lives from ever happening which is very surreal. I begin to think maybe it was lifes intentions for some people to go down a path filled with misery.

Honestly I kind of share a similar view of the world
The more I think about reality, the more whys I ask, the more I realise how pointless life is.
Would like to dm for a while? I was kind of hoping to have an open conversation about it with someone that won't talk to me just to try to make me stop, but actually talk to me through my points, the fact is that everything that I say "make sense" but "I shouldn't think like this, if this is our only life we should enjoy it"
But how to enjoy when the world is so fucked, even if my life is good, it doesn't change how much suffering there's around

 

[drmihilo]

I wouldn't call it a curse... More like very, VERY bad luck. Space scale. Peace to you :)

 

[greebo6]

yes

 

[EvisceratedJester]

I wouldn't say I'm cursed. I had a good childhood and a pretty mundane life for the most part. I've never been abused, no past trauma, and no mental illnesses. I do come from low-income background but my grandparents were middle class and used to help out a lot so no struggles there, plus they gave me the opportunity to do things that most other people who were in my position would not have been able to experience.

I'm not cursed, rather I am the curse. My entire life I've been nothing but a parasite, leaching on to others and destroying them for my own benefit. I've hurt so many people from such a young age. Even when I tried to be good I'd always end hurting others. It's a large part of why I want to kill myself.

 

[chicken-nugget]

I am cursed

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Sometimes I feel it must be a curse bc everything goes down since many years and everything failed, to rescue my sinking ship. It must be a curse. There's no other explanation for that.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Yes, yes, yes! I do feel like I am cursed. Unfortunately I've been cursed with existence. I relate to the world not being for me due to my autism and I also relate to having emotions that conflict with each other. I hope that my curse ends soon and I hope that your curse ends soon too @FuneralCry. I hope that you find peace soon from this hellish existence