me me me me, used to be worse even without online connection before pandemic. after pandemic i get better from my social anxiety and get some job, mostly online. I'm probably such an extrovert, but i really feel disconnected with the majority of the people simply because I can't truly express my unfiltered self irl. all my irl connection is just in professional/colleagues basis for the sake of survival. i still have family but i fake myself Infront of them to just acceptable degree. i really lose hope with bonding irl especially in my environment. i actively seeking souls online though. im pretty lonely and just probably looking for people who could endure my yapping.