Does anyone else's mind play games with them too?

[evey8112]

Life just feels like a huge cycle that never ends. We are told we are suppose to graduate school then for some of us go to college then get a 9-5 job which is not freedom its slavery. How do most people accept this without going insane or is it just me? How is that even living life? This is a big part why i am depressed, my mind plays games with me. I think things will work out i give into that illusion then boom my mind sends be back into a suicidal depressive state. I am a driven guy at heart but god this depression shit just never ends then when you tell society about it Your parents,Friends, ect... they want to keep you doped up on medications and put you into a ward. I feel like if one does not have money how do you even enjoy life? for real like people say oh "BE THANKFUL FOR THE SMALL THINGS" but are we not here to live are best lives? Also the depressive news and the sick world adds on top of it all. I am just tired sooo tired i want it to end. Just getting some things off my mind.

 

[Wormfood]

I can't help but thinking of that Life trap speech from True Detective. You can see it on YouTube.

You aren't crazy. The 9-5s that are available kills me inside. I don't feel so invested in life.
I don't think money would solve my problems unless I was a part of some institution with immunities and other stuff. I'd probably spend myself in an early grave through call girls and other stuff.

 

[FuneralCry]

I think that those who want to live must be deluded in some way as to the cruel reality of this existence, they must be as I could never accept this life, existence is nothing more than endless problems and misery, having to constantly fulfil needs, it doesn't interest or appeal to me, I see suffering as something bad and something to be avoided rather than to be prolonged.
Everything in this world makes me feel more and more tired. Maybe some people are just not meant for living, at least that's how I feel.

 

[lifeisadream]

I agree....don't think some of us are meant for living. We're the ones who see the world as it's meant to be viewed. The endless cycle of unhappiness, despair & sadness. We've broken free from the toe the line conforming of school, uni, work, old age then death. We want to escape from this but instead are trapped here until finally we can escape & experience peace.