Does anyone else wish someone could kill them?

[MyChoiceAlone]

i saw i documentary. no i dea how valid it was. there seems to be countries where you can hire one? whether or not they will give you what you want is not known

 

[the_widow]

Very unfortunate. I wish it would kill me but it won't.

Same. Wanting to die and having a brain tumor that is useless in assisting with that is actually quite infuriating.

 

[jussrav]

Same. Wanting to die and having a brain tumor that is useless in assisting with that is actually quite infuriating.

Yes it is. I get sick of my life with so much hardships. I M constantly being tortured by mind. It wont let me live

 

[Captive_Mind515]

Sometimes I have dreams about being killed...

Here is one of the more strange dreams I have had. I form a suicide pact with someone, we're both struggling with overcoming SI. So we come up with a plan, we'll travel to a place that has the death penalty for murder. One of us will kill the other, and then make sure that we get convicted of the murder. Refuse any legal defence and get a fast track trial in order to be executed. Mission accomplished. (although, knowing my luck, I'd probably end up on death row for 20 years while advocates fight for my right to live )

 

[the_widow]

Yes it is. I get sick of my life with so much hardships. I M constantly being tortured by mind. It wont let me live

I can relate to that, completely. I'm sorry that life has not been more kind to you. My life is a constant state of hardship, and has been as long as I can remember. There's no light at the end of that tunnel, and I'm tired.

 

[jussrav]

I can relate to that, completely. I'm sorry that life has not been more kind to you. My life is a constant state of hardship, and has been as long as I can remember. There's no light at the end of that tunnel, and I'm tired.

Its my own fault. I had multiple opportunities to take jobs that were offered to me. I didnt take it and got worse at home. I am in an emotional hell. Now getting no job offers. Now I feel too low. Not eating, haven't slept in days everyday is just struggling with problems in head which are like 50 to solve. If I'd done things differently I'd be ok now.

Its my own fault. I had multiple opportunities to take jobs that were offered to me. I didnt take it and got worse at home. I am in an emotional hell. Now getting no job offers. Now I feel too low. Not eating, haven't slept in days everyday is just struggling with problems in head which are like 50 to solve. If I'd done things differently I'd be ok now.

I get bad headaches, feel sick can't eat due to the stress, my eyes hurt aswell from the stress. There is no light at the end of the tunnel there is no tunnel. I hate how I have got myself so low

 

[KillMeh]

 

[the_widow]

Its my own fault. I had multiple opportunities to take jobs that were offered to me. I didnt take it and got worse at home. I am in an emotional hell. Now getting no job offers. Now I feel too low. Not eating, haven't slept in days everyday is just struggling with problems in head which are like 50 to solve. If I'd done things differently I'd be ok now.

I get bad headaches, feel sick can't eat due to the stress, my eyes hurt aswell from the stress. There is no light at the end of the tunnel there is no tunnel. I hate how I have got myself so low

While you may have 50 problems to solve no matter what; you don't have to solve them all right now. A stupid cliche, I know - I apologize. You're in a bad headspace, your mind is racing, and you're clearly under quite a lot of pressure. It's a vicious cycle, with each aspect playing off another. My stress also manifests in ways that effect my physical health in similar ways; clearly I'm an emotionally driven person. You aren't alone.

 

[heavyeyes]

Yes. If you really think about it humans can be pretty easy to kill. But at the same time it's hard to get killed by someone or something. What a joke.

 

[jussrav]

While you may have 50 problems to solve no matter what; you don't have to solve them all right now. A stupid cliche, I know - I apologize. You're in a bad headspace, your mind is racing, and you're clearly under quite a lot of pressure. It's a vicious cycle, with each aspect playing off another. My stress also manifests in ways that effect my physical health in similar ways; clearly I'm an emotionally driven person. You aren't alone.

Thankyou yes my mind is racing. I know I will never be the girl I was precovid and I hate that now I am living in misery struggling whilst before covid I had none of these issues. Life was great I loved it. Not anymore

 

[an_alias]

Yes yes yes YES!!!!! I would love for someone to either hold me in a bloodchoke till I die or hang me

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Yes. It's so much easier for someone else to shoot me . They can keep shooting at my head which will guarantee death. I only get one shot at my head . But they made others assisting you with suicide a crime: so nobody is going to take a chance except a real hitman

 

[ruru_241]

its the prefer way i want to die honestly.
like shoot me in a field of flowers. c':

 

[cosifantutti]

I would do this. I used to be a prison officer before covid which killed me off. I remember a guy there who murdered a girl. He raped and murdered her. I felt so bad thinking she loved life etc. But where are the murderers when you need them I would say do it now kill me. But I have no such luck. We do get odd break ins where I live so I wi open the door to them.

I have a tumour on my brain after covid but sadly it won't kill me only make me blind if it grows.

It sounds bad but how unfortunate to have a tumour that will make you blind but not have the decency to kill you.

I can't help but smile to myself on this thread. We all want cancer or to be murdered or in an accident.

Anyone looking over my shoulder would find it surreal. Yet it makes total sense to me.

 

[ultrasharpy123456]

yes

 

[Ico]

I've had a few run-in's with angry MAGA folks in my town, and it's occurred to me that the people who adorn their vehicles with tons of stickers and flags are just looking for a fight. I'd also imagine that many of them are carrying.

It might be easier to bait one of them into killing me than a cop.

Instead of 'death by cop', maybe 'death by MAGA' is the way to go? Sure wish I lived in a 'stand your ground' state. Just pull into the wrong driveway, and ***BAM***

 

[Tobacco]

Lots of times I've walked on the street wanting to be reached by a bullet.

Also I have this fantasy that I or someone could turn into a story about a person with the power of seeing who wants to die and so she/he would kill them.

 

[Crono]

No, I don't like the idea of someone killing me, I'd rather do it myself.

 

[Fir3CannotSpeak]

Sometimes I stand extra close to the platform when I'm waiting for the train and secretly want someone to push me down onto the rails as the train approaches. There was I think one or two recorded incidents of it happening at my train station recently and sometimes I wonder why it couldn't have been me.

 

[NorthernMonkey]

Of course, perfect solution:)

 

[garota suicida]

pra mim seria perfeito

 

[sserafim]

Of course, perfect solution:)

I know right! It would be the perfect way

Sometimes I stand extra close to the platform when I'm waiting for the train and secretly want someone to push me down onto the rails as the train approaches. There was I think one or two recorded incidents of it happening at my train station recently and sometimes I wonder why it couldn't have been me.

Same, sometimes I do this as well. I also think and wonder this. Why couldn't it have been me instead? I think fate and life and the universe are so cruel. People who love life die, and us who actually want to ctb cannot unless we take measures into our own hands.

 

[d3j3ct3dl0s3r05]

Oh god yes, I want to die so bad but it's hard due to my SI and also just the difficulty of finding methods with a super high success rate. And on a lesser note, it would be nice to not have my legacy be as "the sad girl"

 

[wanttodie]

yes wish someone could just kill me

 

[d3j3ct3dl0s3r05]

I'm pretty pessimistic so I feel like it's more likely to happen when I'm happy about life but yeah would make things easy for me

 

[R_N]

I would rather have a painless ctb button, I don't want someone else to be in trouble.

 

[star_cell]

Does anyone else wish someone could just kill them? I wish someone could kill me so that I could die. Sometimes I think about hiring a hitman to kill me (even though I'm broke), but I can't trust this method because they might be an undercover agent and arrest me.

Ugh why is it so hard to die…I really wish that someone could kill me (preferably accidentally). I want my death to look like an accident, but I would even want to get murdered to escape this world. I hate it so much

My preferred way to go out of all time. I usually want it to be my partner. All my life, what has caused me the most misery is how deeply I feel misunderstood by the most meaningful people. To be understood on THAT deepest level would be so poetic I think.

 

[M.O.N]

I was in a suicide pact with a friend whose original plan was to use a firearm to kill me, then herself. never wanted it before she proposed it but it was so comforting thinking that my death was assured and out of my hands. I daydream about it sometimes.

 

[Nefer]

I would want someone to push me above all else from a cliff or onto a track.

 

[Jormungandr on Coke]

I wish someone would, stab me, shoot me, choke me to death