Does anyone else want to ctb because they are either under or overweight?

[shy]

Well your mind aside, I'll be 168cm no matter what

The genetic lottery is cruel, lots I'd change not only height, if it wasn't predetermined.

 

[timeisnigh]

Yup. But you can change your weight. I can't change my height

 

[1DayItWillBover]

my severely depressed goal was to die due to being extremely underweight. Looking back it would be very very rare if i would even be close to hitting double digit weight.

 

[Ghost2211]

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Again, as the short autistic guy that got blown up in Iraq after growing up hungry, your words don't fall on deaf ears: lift more. You'll never be skinny, just SHREDDED. ask how i know

Hey friend, its always interesting to see just how twisted society is.... men are seen as unattractive if they are too short or too thin, and women are unattractive if they are too fat or too tall. I've seen a lot of males here say they're shamed for not being able to build muscle when thin. I honestly don't understand society's fixation on idealistic beauty. The other side of that is the only time I've ever felt beautiful was when I was super pregnant and 110 pounds since everyone would fawn over how amazing and thin I looked despite the fact that was outside of my control and not healthy for me or baby.

My heart goes out to you. We all deserve to be loved.

 

[timeisnigh]

your post

Hi again, @RoseyBird . You've been kind to me before, so let me type from a keyboard things I was too lazy to say from a phone

I don't feel unattractive from being slight of size, and never noticed exes that were tall were taller than I am: in the military, "hot" friends and I joked about how much stronger (but scrawnier) I was than them.

 

[Ghost2211]

Hi again, @RoseyBird . You've been kind to me before, so let me type from a keyboard things I was too lazy to say from a phone

I don't feel unattractive from being slight of size, and never noticed exes that were tall were taller than I am: in the military, "hot" friends and I joked about how much stronger (but scrawnier) I was than them.

I hope I didn't give the wrong impression. Beauty comes in all shapes and size.

 

[kovkay]

I hadn't really noticed the weight I gained from the antipsychotics as I primarily existed in baggy tshirts and pyjama pants. That is until I met my friend's mom and she went "wow, you got big!" It was like a stab in the gut lol. Brought my weight gain up in an appointment with my psychiatrist and he went "I don't see it" like okkkk??? I was wearing a winter coat, ofc he didn't see it.

 

[BandAddict]

My BDD makes me see myself as overweight, which is very difficult to cope with. I'm at a "healthy" weight now after being very underweight, but I'll never see what everyone else sees.

 

[killedbypsychiatry]

since I got injured I have gained a considerable amount of weight which makes me feel so much more worse about myself :/ not my reason to CTB but adds to the hopelessness