Does anyone else not want to be found?

[ephemera]

The thought of my dead body being looked at and touched/examined is... unacceptable. I've lived with social phobia/scoptophobia most of my life. This obviously complicates carrying out suicide.

Weighting myself down and drowning seems to be my best option. But how do I go about that unnoticed? It's winter time and the cold water will preserve my body for who knows how long. If I'm going to be found, I don't want to be recognizable in the least.

 

[pole]

definitely yeah. i wanna like go far away to like a beautiful place like iceland. find some type of isolated place and just ctb there and not be found.

 

[ArtsyDrawer]

I don't want to be found because then whoever is going to find my body is going to have to explain my body.
Nobody wants to explain a dead body.

 

[Emily123]

I don't want to be found out but I will not put my suicide mission on risk for it .

 

[Farmmaa]

I do want to be found, only to bring closure to my family.

My brother and niece drowned. Waiting for them to be found, not knowing if they were dead or alive, was nothing short of hell. They found my niece after two hours, my brother wasn't recovered until the next day.

A young man in his early 20's went missing in the same province a month later and was never found. His family has been searching endlessly for two years. Refusing to stop, refusing to give up, continuing to have hope and not knowing what happened.

We are all heartbroken and devastated, but at least we know, at least we can grieve

 

[mathieu]

I want to be found because my family will need to take my dog. I don't love the idea of being embalmed or examined etc either

 

[a_strange_day]

Yes, I've always wanted to disappear and never be found. I hate the thought of people seeing, touching and doing what they want with my body, it seems like one final indignity. Since I have no family left it wouldn't matter anyway.

 

[zherhk]

Do we wish to not be found cause it's like we never existed?

 

[TearyEyedQueen]

Yes, mostly because I dread my parents finding my body.

 

[Grandexit]

I wish I cold evaporate like an ice cube on a hot summer day. Also, I wish there was a way to erase my existence from everyone's memories.

 

[Santiago]

Nah I've seen rooms of people who have been dead for months without being found and it's absolutely disgusting. I don't wish that upon my dead body.

 

[SheJumped]

It would be selfish not to allow closure to loved ones. I wouldn't want any type of staff or small children to find me with that said.

 

[MeltingHeart]

The thought of my dead body being looked at and touched/examined is... unacceptable. I've lived with social phobia/scoptophobia most of my life. This obviously complicates carrying out suicide.

Weighting myself down and drowning seems to be my best option. But how do I go about that unnoticed? It's winter time and the cold water will preserve my body for who knows how long. If I'm going to be found, I don't want to be recognizable in the least.

u might wanna team up with the this other poster that wants to get a boat! ;) hmm its kinda of tricky one though...I would say the thought of yr body being touched and looked as -is atleast a small concern for many people that want to ctb though-like its a pretty creepy thought for sure- I feel like its additional element in SI too!

 

[LegaliseIt!]

After being found too soon on two attempts, I am ambivalent. I feel like I need more time than my method requires, but I don't want to vanish into thin air. With potential outside temperatures of minus 40 next month, adding hypothermia to SN makes me more secure about success, but wary of being missing until spring.

 

[Nothingfromsomething]

I wish that could be the case as given my circumstances I'm likely to be fine by my ex. While our break up was very messy as she started having her own mental health issues that are refused to see as issues. Finding my body, the body of an a ex lover is a pain I wouldn't wish on anybody. However I get the feeling in the end that fear won't matter

 

[MeltingHeart]

I wouldnt mind being put in a sarcophagus- if I wasnt cremated

 

[ephemera]

definitely yeah. i wanna like go far away to like a beautiful place like iceland. find some type of isolated place and just ctb there and not be found.

I would consider that, too, if only I could afford to travel.

 

[ephemera]

Nobody wants to explain a dead body.

This actually made me chuckle.. :)

I wish I cold evaporate like an ice cube on a hot summer day. Also, I wish there was a way to erase my existence from everyone's memories.

If only... Nice simile. I would like to have my existence erased also. I suppose shame is the greatest motivator in these matters, at least for me.

Nah I've seen rooms of people who have been dead for months without being found and it's absolutely disgusting. I don't wish that upon my dead body.

Well that is certainly interesting...care to explain how you came across rooms of dead people?