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Mar 9, 2023
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I wish each night I won't wake up the next day and I just want to sleep again when morning comes
 
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Lulzacruel

Lulzacruel

Specialist
Jun 13, 2023
336
im honestly scared of that cuz i want to curate my death in a special way that they cant find my body, dying in my sleep would go against this
 
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strawb12

strawb12

Student
Mar 26, 2023
184
All the time
 
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MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,831
I wish for nuclear war and want to be at ground zero when it happens.
 
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sensenmann

sensenmann

this will be the end of me
Jun 14, 2023
141
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gulp

gulp

Member
May 21, 2023
60
I wish each night I won't wake up the next day and I just want to sleep again when morning comes
honestly, no. i've still got stuff to do and enjoy life a little bit more, dying without me even wanting it that desperately would absolutely ruin me
 
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deadinside777

deadinside777

Member
Sep 14, 2023
21
Everyday
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
I wish each night I won't wake up the next day and I just want to sleep again when morning comes
Yes I wish this every single day (and night). I hate the fact that I have to wake up and face another day, for the cycle to inevitably repeat until I die. I wish I could just die in my sleep one day
 
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telw84

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Sep 21, 2023
35
Yes buddy, every day, I pray to never wake up again when I go sleep, unfortunately fate always disappoints me, I hope we can find the peace we search for, this existence is very hard 🥺
 
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0Lukz

0Lukz

gg's go next
Sep 9, 2023
14
everyday I wake up and I regret it.
 
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lwlaiet8887

lwlaiet8887

Embodiment of failure/Doom poster/Compassionate
Sep 14, 2023
287
Yes. My life is like a dream gone extremly wrong & (literally) living in the body of a corpse. I just desperately want out of this horrible scenario.
 
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amongthestarz

amongthestarz

New Member
Sep 20, 2023
1
Yep pretty much every night for a while now.
 
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hamvil

hamvil

Wizard
Aug 29, 2022
650
Every night I go to bed secretly hoping this will happen, maybe an heart attack in the night no idea how. But yes I wish every nigh that I do not wake up the next daya. Maybe this is because I like to spend as much time as possible sleeping to forget for a moment the pain of living.
 
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Nefer

Nefer

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Mar 22, 2023
37
it would be an acceptable death since I imagine it would be painless and simple.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,025
Always as only non-existence comforts me, it would be so beautiful to fall asleep eternally with everything finally forgotten about, it sounds so peaceful to be permanently unaware and that sounds like the best way to die to me.
An eternal sleep would prevent all future suffering in an existence that was never worth enduring and was unnecessary in the first place.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
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hermestrimegistus

hermestrimegistus

Specialist
Sep 16, 2023
341
Yes. Basically everyday for the last four years. I used to actually pray for it. Not that i'm even religious. I just thought if there was a possibility I could will myself to die in my sleep I was willing to try it. Its only gotten worse. Dying in your sleep and the old car in the garbage trick are my ideal CTB methods. But they dont really seems realistic at this point sadly
 
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Ashe

Ashe

Born to suffer for others
Sep 20, 2023
112
I get disappointed everytime I wake up
 
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Mvrd3rz

Mvrd3rz

Member
Sep 9, 2023
10
Well I'm anorexic and I don't eat nearly enough because of it so its quite possible for me to just not wake up one day which I personally think is great, I'm just waiting for that day.
 
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Random Username

Gear Head
Sep 10, 2023
75
Hopefully one day I just sleep forever.
 
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ultrasharpy123456

Wizard
Aug 18, 2022
636
I wish I went to sleep and just never woke up. I know for a fact my sister would be relieved or she just wouldn't care. My mom and brother are still disillusioned into thinking I have a chance in this world. Literally there's no downsides to me killing myself- well, maybe my mom would become depressed and my brother might be angry and worried. Actually scratch that my mom would go absolutely ballistic, not might, WILL. She would go absolutely insane. I've seen it happen once. She yelled at me when I was trying to think of suicide.
 
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passivethought121

passivethought121

Specialist
Jun 11, 2023
323
Every single night I wish and manifest dying in a way that could happen if I just destroy myself a bit more.
 
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borderline-feline

borderline-feline

Constantly Sleepy Catgirl
Dec 28, 2022
646
I feel the exact same way. All I want to do is sleep, and I go back to bed as soon as I wake up. I can't handle being awake, because it means having to confront being alive.
 
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SarRy

Student
Oct 5, 2022
192
It would be nice to simply pass away without a fuss.
 
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undecided

Experienced
Aug 25, 2023
233
I reckon around 95% of the members of this site would wish not to wake up tomorrow.
Are you aware of the nature of this site?
 
Duochrome-Seahorse

Duochrome-Seahorse

Some Person Who's Epic and Cool
Feb 23, 2023
71
Since I've been sleeping more than I am awake, The thought of mindlessly fading away without my knowledge seems like the best way to go
 
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05

d3j3ct3dl0s3r05

i am so lainpilled :3 (? days left)
Apr 15, 2023
264
Tomorrow's too soon but I am hoping I won't wake up past Saturday
 
wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,823
yes I pray to never wake up again when I go sleep
 
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