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suicide_grrl

suicide_grrl

Every broken promise your body couldn’t keep
Mar 22, 2026
12
Am I alone in this? I feel like I cannot have a future with this illness. It feels like my life is over. I've ruined every relationship I have. All I do is self harm. I feel like no one cares. I feel like suicide is my only option.
 
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purrpetrator

purrpetrator

All my troubles on a burning pile.
Apr 9, 2026
19
I have BPD too. I am constantly splitting on people and I feel so incredibly empty. Everyone walks on eggshells around me. :/
 
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suicide_grrl

suicide_grrl

Every broken promise your body couldn’t keep
Mar 22, 2026
12
I have BPD too. I am constantly splitting on people and I feel so incredibly empty. Everyone walks on eggshells around me. :/
My friend literally told me today she has to walk on eggshells around me :( it's so exhausting
 
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hybridize

Member
Jan 17, 2024
17
Yep. Ruined my life, can't wait to be rid of that part of me for good.
 
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brainlessretard

brainlessretard

i wish i could erase only the memories i hate
Dec 19, 2021
6
Yes, I have both bpd and bipolar disorder. Both are responsible for destroying my entire life. My job, university, my relationships... All ruined.
 
crystalcastles

crystalcastles

Member
Apr 15, 2026
18
Yes, but I internalize everything because of social anxiety from chronic bullying.
 

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