Apostle
Student
- Apr 17, 2019
- 129
I'm not a big enough thinker, or knowledgeable enough about the world, and I don't hold strong enough feelings or beliefs, to have a real opinion on humanity overall. So I won't try to say people are generally good or bad. I'd just be saying words and not giving a genuine response.
I can only try to give a real answer to this question if I take it from a personal experience angle. And honestly, I will say I dislike people generally. Not even necessarily because of all the assholes I've met, though I have met my share. Even the friendly people who are kind to me, and get along with each other around me...just aren't very likable to my cripplingly narrow taste in company. It's easy to "love" or "appreciate" someone I consider good, but actually liking and connecting with someone in a way that holds real depth and meaning? Nigh impossible. As I'm sure many of you would understand, it takes an insanely specific understanding between me and someone else, in order for me to truly care about them and really want to be around them. After many years, I found that rare connection with a couple people, but I drove them away by being a shitty person. So I've realized that kind of shit just isn't meant to last. That's why I, on a personal level, don't like people, especially not myself.
I can only try to give a real answer to this question if I take it from a personal experience angle. And honestly, I will say I dislike people generally. Not even necessarily because of all the assholes I've met, though I have met my share. Even the friendly people who are kind to me, and get along with each other around me...just aren't very likable to my cripplingly narrow taste in company. It's easy to "love" or "appreciate" someone I consider good, but actually liking and connecting with someone in a way that holds real depth and meaning? Nigh impossible. As I'm sure many of you would understand, it takes an insanely specific understanding between me and someone else, in order for me to truly care about them and really want to be around them. After many years, I found that rare connection with a couple people, but I drove them away by being a shitty person. So I've realized that kind of shit just isn't meant to last. That's why I, on a personal level, don't like people, especially not myself.