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TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
2,321
Yes. They are the only ones that don't suffer.
 
Klee

Klee

Never play cards with a magician.
Apr 19, 2020
136
I got jealous of a dead squirrel once. It had been hit by a car and was laying quite peacefully on the side of the lane. As I walked by, I thought to myself, I wish I was that squirrel.
 
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disconnection

disconnection

It's the blue hour again
Apr 24, 2020
312
Yes! All the time. Its understandable tbh though because its the act of suicide itself which is so hard and we all want to bypass the really shitty difficult bit.
 
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Sprite_Geist

Sprite_Geist

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May 27, 2020
1,595
I don't get jealous but I do get angry at myself when I hear about others leaving this world, because it reminds me that I'm still alive and that I really should start making plans.
 
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Pan

Paragon
Oct 24, 2019
913
My next door neighbor dropped dead of a heart attack just three days ago. I can't help but envy him.
 
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selfhater

selfhater

Experienced
Mar 1, 2020
222
ya i do especially who die peacefully like in their sleep or something and who succeed at ctb
 
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Cashewmilk

Cashewmilk

Specialist
Mar 10, 2020
352
Me too! Always felt that way my whole life. Always wished it was me, I always felt jealous because they know the ultimate peace, they found a way out. It sounds horrible doesn't it? I'm glad so many of us can relate
 
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Depressed_7

Member
Apr 8, 2020
27
Me too! Always felt that way my whole life. Always wished it was me, I always felt jealous because they know the ultimate peace, they found a way out. It sounds horrible doesn't it? I'm glad so many of us can relate
Yep, god bless this website and it's creators.
 
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737492

737492

broken beyond repair
Sep 7, 2019
52
Not exactly jealous, but if I could give my life for someone who actually wanted to live to come back, I would in a heartbeat
 
dysfunctional

dysfunctional

Arcanist
Oct 26, 2018
459
Yeah when I see news stories about people dying I definitely wish it was me.
 
030366

030366

Member
May 18, 2020
26
not really unless its someone that died on their sleep or something peaceful. If someone got murdered or suffered a lot then I'd never be jealous of something like that.
 
ugly_loser2008

ugly_loser2008

Member
Jul 30, 2018
73
yeah i had a buddy ask me to kill myself with him last year. i decided to give myself another chance, arg im so pissed at myself for not joining him.
 
woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,299
Yes, unless they died of torture or suicide. Though everybody should have the right to a peaceful death, nobody should be driven to kill themselves. But then I don't understand depression, I only understand being driven to die by circumstances when you really want to live.
 
lotus11

lotus11

Specialist
May 18, 2019
327
yes! A best friend of mines sister killed herself a year ago, she was very young only 22 I think. I was jealous at the time and thought it would pass but a year later and I am still jealous!...nice to know i am not the only one who experiences this feeling at least!
 

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