Does anyone else find life exhausting?

[sserafim]

.

 

[divinemistress36]

Everyday all day

 

[sserafim]

Everyday all day

It's so boring and I just feel like my struggle isn't worth it. There's no payoff for me

 

[Unknown21]

Life is exhausting, even in its simple aspects, such as eating, drinking, and bathing.

 

[sserafim]

Life is exhausting, even in its simple aspects, such as eating, drinking, and bathing.

Literally. Even mundane tasks take so much effort for me. Everything is just so boring and meaningless

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Yeah, I've found myself incredibly frustrated with how things are, and it's become such a bad joke to hear anyone tell me that things will get better in time and that I should just wait and see. Don't even get me started on the mundane tasks of it all including the health issues.

 

[PetrichorBirth]

There are phases where it feels that way for sure

 

[divinemistress36]

Depression is a bitch it makes everything seem boring and meaningless.

 

[sserafim]

Depression is a bitch like makes everything seem boring and meaningless.

I agree, but I also think that nihilism makes me feel like everything is meaningless as well. There's really no point to any of this. There's no meaning of life

 

[BlendedHeart]

From the moment I wake up, cursing I live to see another day. Making time until the night comes up again.

Battling constant feelings of anger and sadness. Trying to keep a semblance of normalcy. Trying to find meaning or enjoyment in anything.

Yes, it is exhausting.

 

[EmptyHeaded]

Depression is a bitch it makes everything seem boring and meaningless.

Sometimes I wish I had depression, as weird as that may sound.

 

[Mirrory Me]

It's so boring and I just feel like my struggle isn't worth it. There's no payoff for me

Have you tried psychedelics?

 

[sserafim]

Have you tried psychedelics?

No because I don't want to take psychoactive/mind-altering drugs. The only drugs I've ever taken are anxiety and ADHD meds. I don't take anything rn

Sometimes I wish I had depression, as weird as that may sound.

Tbh I don't even know if I have depression lol

 

[Malaria]

Yes, life is exhausting and I need to rest.

 

[sserafim]

Yes, life is exhausting and I need to rest.

It's so exhausting for no reason. I wish that I could rest forever

 

[Bremer]

The most exhausting part is finding a viable way to end it.

 

[divinemistress36]

I agree, but I also think that nihilism makes me feel like everything is meaningless as well. There's really no point to any of this

Have you tried psychedelics?

Haha I was just about to ask her that. They need to be done in the right setting though with a good trip sitter

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I always have and I always will. Existence will always be undesirable for me and I can only truly be in peace once my consciousness is erased. Being conscious is a curse to me

 

[Mirrory Me]

No because I don't want to take psychoactive/mind-altering drugs. The only drugs I've ever taken are anxiety and ADHD meds. I don't take anything rn

Oh - one of their effects is e.g. heightened energy and congitive euphoria. They can also be taken in microdoses, in which case they do not intoxicate but increase energy.

Everyone has their own tendencies and limits, e.g. I would not touch modern pharmaceutical drugs because of their side effects, but I would try to find a natural alternative.

 

[sserafim]

I always have and I always will. Existence will always be undesirable for me and I can only truly be in peace once my consciousness is erased. Being conscious is a curse to me

It's so annoying that I was saddled with this burden of existence, which I never even wanted anyways. I hate how I wasn't able to consent to this

 

[WhatPowerIs]

There's no point to any of it. I'll play a video game and stop and go "why am I doing this". Then I go do homework and study and I ask myself the same thing.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

It's so annoying that I was saddled with this burden of existence, which I never even wanted anyways. I hate how I wasn't able to consent to this

I relate so much. No matter whether I'm dead in a few years or in a few decades, I will always believe that it's better for me to never have been born. Even if I die today, I will still think that it's better to never have been

 

[sserafim]

From the moment I wake up, cursing I live to see another day. Making time until the night comes up again.

Battling constant feelings of anger and sadness. Trying to keep a semblance of normalcy. Trying to find meaning or enjoyment in anything.

Yes, it is exhausting.

I feel nothing at all, but boredom and emptiness. There's just no point to all of this. It's too much trouble for what it's worth. There's no reward in life except for death. I'm not even going to try anymore. All of my efforts are futile and will lead to nowhere. There's nothing that I want out of life anyways

 

[0000000000000]

Yeah, i'm sick of dealing with this shit. I can't wait to leave this shitty planet full of clowns.

 

[Immensevoid]

In my case every day is only torment.:(

 

[Forever Sleep]

Yes. I'm tired of responsibilities. Tired of trying (and failing.) That's mostly why death is so appealing to me.

 

[Pluto]

 

[d3j3ct3dl0s3r05]

Yeah I constantly embarrass and humiliate myself whenever I try to do anything in the real world. Sitting online all day and never leaving the house would be ideal but that's not a life I want for myself so waiting to die

 

[iloverachel]

Yes, I have called in sick to work many times
Cancelled many plans
Some days i dont get out of bed until 3pm.

Physically and mentally exhausted.

 

[lucas28481]

Yes, Even some of my dreams are exhausting