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ForeverBlue

Member
Jun 7, 2022
61
Sometimes I wish I'd never been born.
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,031
Same
 
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dtjb

dtjb

The Obsolete
Apr 27, 2022
63
All the time.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,417
Sometimes I wish I'd never been born.
Yes i wish i were never born. But since that is impossible now i have to kill these monstrous cells they call a human body i'm imprisoned that is also a torture chamber.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,301
Of course I do. To never exist means to never suffer. Life is very pointless and unnecessary, there is no reason for me to exist and I certainly would have been better off never existing at all. We live in such a horrible, cruel and unfair world, one that I wish I never had to live in.
 
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Ligottian

Enlightened
Dec 19, 2021
1,009
Absolutely.
 
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DAMN.

Member
Apr 17, 2022
11
And I thought the dead who are already dead more fortunate than the living who are still alive. But better than both is he who has not yet been and has not seen the evil deeds that are done under the sun.

Ecclesiastes 4:2-3
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,394
Every second of every day since I was 9 years old:'(
 
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socrates

socrates

I know nothing except the fact of my ignorance.
Dec 3, 2019
301
If I wasn't born I wouldn't have to CTB, I wouldn't have hurt anyone and my death wouldn't hurt anyone because it didn't happen. Not being born would be a great way to solve all my problems
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
1,755
I came close to dying in utero wish I would've.
 
veryhappyhuman

veryhappyhuman

Specialist
Aug 25, 2021
340
It's all I think about. Ironically my mom tried to kill me and herself when I was still an infant during her own ctb attempt. I survived that... and now I get to repeat the feat on my own some 37 years later. Lol.
 
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Tortured Existence

Tortured Existence

Alone till the end
May 18, 2022
125
Every waking moment.
 
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markimobzzdeasui

markimobzzdeasui

Life is a cruel joke
Oct 24, 2021
1,150
Wishing this since my childhood and still do all the time
 
DerTod

DerTod

No alarms and no surprises
Apr 17, 2022
136
Yes and i always congratulate myself for aborting 2 unborn children. I spared them from unfairness,treason,deception and boring 8 hours/day job. Besides less humans= less planet's resources consumed.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,570
better never born, than born into this cesspool.
 
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redeyepiranha

redeyepiranha

Member
Jun 22, 2022
87
Yes, every fucking day, I almost drowned in the pool as a child, regret i didn't
 
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EvilStepSister

EvilStepSister

Member
Feb 15, 2022
62
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,818
1000% yes. I will never forgive my parents for bringing me into this world. I know their reasons for doing so were purely selfish after overhearing a conversation between my Dad and one of his friends when I was a kid.

I didn't think of it much back then, but he basically said he only wanted a son so he could use me as a piece of equipment. It certainly explains why he screamed like a drill instructor every time I messed up when trying to learn new things.

If he was the only person still in my life, I'd be saying goodbye and going on a camping trip right now.
 
Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,160
At this point yes …. It's been like dragging a sack of boulders …
 
unredeemable

unredeemable

To be, or not to be - that is the question.
Jun 7, 2022
49
All the damn time. Had no choice in the beginning, but I have choice at the end.
 
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worn_out

Member
Dec 9, 2021
15
I was an accidental pregnancy, and there was a point they could have ended it there. Whenever I think about it, I wish things had gone differently. Just the idea of having never existed is peaceful for a brief moment.