Agreed.
Back when I was sixteen, had I killed myself, at least it would've been somewhat understood by others.
Found a family secret about my father, got hated by almost my entire class, and got a lot of bullying and abuse, and pretty much I had no friends aside for a 2-3 exceptions... Plus a lot more stuff as well.
Now, eight years later... I'm pretty much the same way but at least ten times worse, as I had to endure rejection in college, losing tons of friendships, having therapies that never worked and pretty much destroying my life by a misidagnosis...