Does anybody else feel like they have plot armor? But only for not being able to die everything else sucks

[restlesseyes]

There was sooooo many times I overdosed but everytime somebody finds me or one time for instant my gf didn't call the cops but I was chocking on my throw up in my sleep but she turned me over to my side and got all the throw up out but my lips were still purple so even without the throw up I know I was super deprived of oxygen all night , then one time my ex girlfriend we took same amount of drugs I wake ups and she CTB I'm still here and now I'm here without her don't get me started on all my motorcycle accidents million broken bones no death and the amount of times I drove home mixing Xanax and alcohol not remembering a thing endangering regular people life's why would a shitty person like me god thinks to keep around anybody else have same problem can't understand why

 

[roommate]

Not really, my life just get incrementally worse by making these stupid mistakes.
Both physically and mentally.