I've waited so long
Student
- Jul 11, 2018
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I've Had Friends But I feel Like They Secretary Hate Me, Like They Can Instinctively tell I'm Falling Into the abyss. SO They Bounce.
I've learned to be Alone And enjoy being introverted than confronting others in person.I had the same problem. It's very fucked.
I Just Have So Much Love Sometimes and Don't Know what To do With it.Thanks to Relatable Memes, it's come out that hella people feel this way. Hella. The most popular, the most sociable...feel this way. So hell yeah, I'm sure a lot of our awkward asses do too. That is, the secretly hating part; the falling into the abyss is more unique and that's gruesome if yo suspect that's why they leave and I'm sorry. Useless friends..
Yeah, The internet is my biggest homie. I just wish for a better life. Suicidal thoughts is the only time I feel really free.Not really. I just don't see the point in having "friends" anymore.
Fucking Same, It's Like Dancing and I'm Stepping on there feet, Fuck Em.I simply don't have friends because people don't give me a chance.
I Love Horror Shows. <3I'm too old for friends? The self-loathing and shame, embarrassment, about myself and even seeing myself age has made me not want to go in public. I know right jeez? I just really can't stand myself and what I've become. It's like a horror show :("
I start repeating things all the time.I find relationships exhausting. You always have to come up with new interests and things to chat about, and I'm not very keen on this. I'd rather spend time on my own