Tintypographer
I am done as of 4-21-2023. Somewhere I am no more
- Apr 29, 2020
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I try not to let depression define me and certainly don't talk about it or share it. I do get down and stay down for long periods. I also have continuous bouts of suicidal ideation, sometimes even with planning and detailed thoughts. I work very hard to appear to have a positive attitude but the outward signs probably show to those who know me.
I can tell that my friends just get tired of the repeated bouts of down feelings. It's always there and continuously a part of me and the just get fed up with it. I've resolved that it's untreatable after so many years and that I just have to live with it but I can tell that friends and family are simply over my moods and feelings.
I know my friends won't leave me but they sure get exasperated with the constant depression.
Does anyone else have this in their lives?
I can tell that my friends just get tired of the repeated bouts of down feelings. It's always there and continuously a part of me and the just get fed up with it. I've resolved that it's untreatable after so many years and that I just have to live with it but I can tell that friends and family are simply over my moods and feelings.
I know my friends won't leave me but they sure get exasperated with the constant depression.
Does anyone else have this in their lives?