Do you wish you was never born?

[EndJstifiesTheMeans]

Honestly i really hate how life works, everyone gonna make some mistake in life just because of ignorance, maybe you want to do some good stuff but you choose the wrong way.. and i don't wanna be judged by that

Also you can true love your partner but you don't have security that she/he will do the same.. im too jealous and would ctb even if i was rich, if i true loved my partner and she/he cheat on me

I prefer to never born, because i don't wanna disappoint anyone, especially a partner

 

[Wyldfyre4948]

I actually wouldn't change a thing. My wife may have royally screwed me in the end, but over 22ish years it was magical. Everything wasn't perfect, but she found the dog I bought for my mom, the cat I adopted for myself, and made my grandparents so happy to see me get married. Sure I'm actively trying to die now. I wouldn't change those moments for anything because without her I don't think I would've made it this far.

 

[Ambivalent1]

Was?

 

[AllFoxedOut]

Was?

English isn't their first language!

but yes OP, I wish I was never born. the moments I have been happy haven't made any of my years worth it.

 

[onetimereject]

if we didn't exist in the first place then there's no sad goodbyes, no trauma, no emotions, or even regret. there's just nothing.

 

[iDieUDie80]

Sometimes I probably wish that but in all honesty I just wish the course of my life had been different.

 

[whywere]

Sometimes before I was18, a huge YES, but even thou like everyone, I have had ups and downs, the ups outweigh the downs.

Walter

 

[CTB Dream]

No want this life wrng cncpt v rndm nonsns, 0 ctrl all thing no choice, yea now rndm nonsns me injury damage prmnt

 

[FuneralCry]

Of course, never existing will always be the best possibility. Existence to me is repulsive and unnecessary, it could never be desirable, only nothingness appeals to me, if I never existed I wouldn't have to suffer here.

To me there is no benefit to existing, it just causes harm, it's a terrible burden being trapped inside the decaying flesh prison that is the human body with no straightforward way to free ourselves, only permanent non-existence is acceptable for me, I just wish for true peace, more than anything I wish I never existed.

 

[martinso67]

Yes, I see me existing is only to be used as a kind of slave to make the 1 percent rich. It does not matter if I choose a dream job or dream career.
It's still the same case. Any distraction like music, friends or drugs and ideology or philosphy can change that fact you I see and feel like that.

 

[Shaylla1998]

I wish I was never born. I wish I'd never experienced this misery.

 

[DynamicDepression]

Honestly? I don't know. I wonder sometimes if a better life would justify the suffering I'd go through and put others through. Logically, I know it would not and never existing in the first place is probably the best option, but I can't help but latch on to my idealized imaginary life.

 

[ViniTerrible]

yes. I wish I was never existed.

 

[BBY]

I deeply believe if I had been miscarried or something like that my mom would've loved me much more. Honestly I wouldn't even have to be created to be loved more- sge only loved the concept of me.

 

[sorrowful]

Existence is the issue.

 

[Daxter_87]

To me there is no such thing as a better life anyway. I don't want to be rich, I don't want to travel, I don't want any of that stuff; quite simply, I don't want anything. Besides, there would still be many moments of suffering, all for nothing. Life is either a pesky annoyance at best or unrelenting, horrific torture at worst.

So yes, I wish I had never been born, and since I acknowledge the fact that forcing more life here is beyond an evil crime, I won't cause anyone else to regret their conception – like we are legitimately doing on this thread.

But yeah, whatever, I'm quite tired right now. I barely have enough energy to write this post, or even to die; I'm only able to lie in bed. Fuck it all.

 

[wanttodie]

I wish I was never born.

 

[StolenLife]

I wish that too. The good times weren't worth the bad times. I'd just like nonexistence alltogether.

 

[Gonnerr]

Being alive for a short while for what ? Even good times doesn't make it for the decaying body we are trap in and the fear of death or ctb.

 

[pyroxenic]

I honestly just wish i can have a second chance at life. I hate my current life and id gladely end it immediately if it means ill be born into a completely different life with a better chance at succeeding and happines in next life. I really want to live, but for fucks sake i dont want to continue living whatever the hell this is.

 

[ihatethisplanet]

Never, ever born. You might have a decent life but you can't control it. I couldn't control my dog suddenly having to be put down last month and certainly couldn't control my husband's behavior. It was decent while it lasted but there's no getting it back now. I wish repeatedly I never had to be born into this rotten universe.

 

[Darkover]

to never exist would be the miracle bring new life here should be a crime, you can't play russian roulette in real life so why should our parents be allowed to roll the dice on life in this evil world

 

[girlboything]

i have told my mom i wish she aborted me several times because im terrible lol

 

[Unattainable666]

I wish that bitch had that abortion she wanted.

 

[FindingHome]

I wish I was never born and I wish even if I was born I would have been born into a different life and a different family.

 

[PinkyStat]

Yes, it is not worth it

 

[brokeandbroken]

Honestly i really hate how life works, everyone gonna make some mistake in life just because of ignorance, maybe you want to do some good stuff but you choose the wrong way.. and i don't wanna be judged by that

Also you can true love your partner but you don't have security that she/he will do the same.. im too jealous and would ctb even if i was rich, if i true loved my partner and she/he cheat on me

I prefer to never born, because i don't wanna disappoint anyone, especially a partner

Given the current trajectory of my life and what I have gone through. I wish I was never born.

 

[sammiechzxv]

I've had some experiences in life I'm happy I've gotten. I like drawing & listening to music & going to concerts. I'm happy I've gotten to experience the minimal amount of happiness I have gotten in life. I just wish most of the time wasn't so painful.

 

[666razorblade]

Yeah absolutely. Never having been born would be the best solution to everything if I could only make it possible. I wasn't even planned and came along by accident apparently, so if the multiverse is real there must be some wonderful universes out there were I never existed in the first place. If I'd never been born then I'd never have felt this pain in the first place, this longing to die, and doing so wouldn't hurt anyone else if I was never alive in the first place...