Boller Bryant
Failed at being someone and something.
- Nov 15, 2023
- 23
In short answer, yes absolutely. I wish to never been born. But, just like a verse in Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen "I don't wanna die I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all" describes my feeling best.
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In long answer, yes. I do wish to never been born. But I do want that my parents never gave birth to me instead I want them to give birth to another better kid than me. I believe it's their right as a married couples to reproduce, that's why I never condemn them giving birth to me. I'm just extremely disappointed and ashamed of myself, because my parents treat me great and with care and I couldn't repay their kindness in anyway instead I only give them regret and burden with my existence. Honestly, I want myself to be better. I don't care how much, I just want someone to see myself for what I am. I don't want to get stressed out because someone expect me to do something that myself even not expecting.
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In long answer, yes. I do wish to never been born. But I do want that my parents never gave birth to me instead I want them to give birth to another better kid than me. I believe it's their right as a married couples to reproduce, that's why I never condemn them giving birth to me. I'm just extremely disappointed and ashamed of myself, because my parents treat me great and with care and I couldn't repay their kindness in anyway instead I only give them regret and burden with my existence. Honestly, I want myself to be better. I don't care how much, I just want someone to see myself for what I am. I don't want to get stressed out because someone expect me to do something that myself even not expecting.