SoulCage
Experienced
- Dec 28, 2023
- 210
I have a weird desire to thank the people who contributed to my good moments. I used to be bullied and ignored a lot and therefore appreciate anyone who was nice to me. It makes me feel like I have value.
It's stupid though because most of those people never initiated contact with me. And I haven't contacted any of them since 2020. I don't really matter to them.
That's why I think my desire is based on wanting to let them know how much they meant to me and that I hope they also like to remember me every now and then. My final message might reinforce that...
In addition I like to make a special summary for the 3 people that are still talking to me. One of them is my mother who is going to get some honest words from me.
It's stupid though because most of those people never initiated contact with me. And I haven't contacted any of them since 2020. I don't really matter to them.
That's why I think my desire is based on wanting to let them know how much they meant to me and that I hope they also like to remember me every now and then. My final message might reinforce that...
In addition I like to make a special summary for the 3 people that are still talking to me. One of them is my mother who is going to get some honest words from me.
