Discussion Do you want to be the one to kill yourself?

[DyingToDie123]

Or would you rather something (or someone) else do it for you?

 

[livinginsorrow]

id rather do it myself, there's no one in my life who would do that for me, but i wouldn't want to die knowing my blood is on someone else's conscience even if i am gone.

 

[DyingToDie123]

id rather do it myself, there's no one in my life who would do that for me, but i wouldn't want to die knowing my blood is on someone else's conscience even if i am gone.

I hear you on this. I should have worded this differently - would you rather it be an accident? (edited to reflect this)

 

[venomousSSërpent74]

Myself

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I'd rather do it myself. That would be the only rational act I will do in my life.

 

[livinginsorrow]

I hear you on this. I should have worded this differently - would you rather it be an accident? (edited to reflect this)

hmmm i think if someone accidentally killed me it would definitely make the whole "dying process" easier for me. but i still think about the immense guilt that person would have, and how i would haunt them at night without even meaning to. unfortunately death follows the living especially when it's a case of accidentally killing someone. in an ideal world, i'd still want to be the one who took my life so it's my responsibility and mine only. if that makes sense

 

[feuerflieger]

i'd rather have it be a quick accident. that way my mum may suffer a little less.

 

[livinginsorrow]

Or would you rather something (or someone) else do it for you?

what about you?

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, ideally I'd want to peacefully leave this existence on my own terms with a method like Nembutal but of course in this hellish anti-suicide society that isn't an option.

 

[ABSOLUTION]

I'm not picky, if I could have assisted suicide then of course I'd take up the offer.
Getting killed by someone else or myself... end result is the same right?
I don't care what the people around me would think, I'd be too dead to worry about that.

 

[ddn.ctb]

Or would you rather something (or someone) else do it for you?

I'd rather do it myself. I have this need to say as I step off my stool for full suspended hanging - that I say to myself - "I just killed myself."

I just have this need to be fully responsible for my actions and tell myself that

 

[DyingToDie123]

what about you?

Thanks for asking lol

I've been thinking about how I'm actually afraid of something else killing me before I have the chance to do it myself. Like, at this point in my life it's really important for me to die by suicide specifically to make a statement to those who hurt me. But I might just be petty.

 

[livinginsorrow]

Thanks for asking lol

I've been thinking about how I'm actually afraid of something else killing me before I have the chance to do it myself. Like, at this point in my life it's really important for me to die by suicide specifically to make a statement to those who hurt me. But I might just be petty.

fair enough… i think having an unexpected death is honestly really scary to me too. because you can't tie up the loose ends and say goodbyes if you want to. so i definitely agree with you. it saddens me that you do want to suicide but i also get it. i am here if you want to talk about it at all : ) wishing you the best

 

[noname223]

I would highly welcome/prefer if someone killed me quickly. I am so fucking anxious to do it myself and the potential of fucking it up.
In best case I am killed by a terrorist with a shot in the head very quicky. And people might think I have sacrificed my life to protect other people.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

Well I certainly don't have a good track record of relying on Providence to work things out for me.

 

[Proxycake]

I would rather have somebody I love shoot me, or beat me to death with their hands/a blunt weapon.

But I will just stick to killing myself instead, that is just a fantasy I suppose