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ommanipadmehum

Member
Jul 2, 2024
8
finalizing plans to ctb

feel like shit. have no friends and very little family. no achievements or anything. i wasted a life that somebody else could've made valuable

at the same time i find it comforting that i'll just live and die invisibly. i like my privacy

do you want to be remembered?
 
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null_blank

just passing through
Aug 14, 2024
118
I really don't,

but if I had to be,
I'd want to be remembered that I was kind
 
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DrinkyCrow

DrinkyCrow

Zap to the extreme
May 2, 2023
108
The short answer would be no.

The lomg answer would be the same, but would contain more embarassing details.
 
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WhatMightHaveBeen

Member
Sep 16, 2024
50
No. I've done too many things I wish I could take back.
 
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nihilistic_dragon

nihilistic_dragon

Dead already. Just need to dispose of my body now.
Aug 6, 2024
884
Maybe here on this forum. But by the rest of the people - hell no.
 
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A Dream of a Dream

A Dream of a Dream

Warlock
May 6, 2024
781
Just the good memories with my family, so they don't only feel hurt after ctb.
But if it helps them more to forget and be able to move on, then that's def okay.
 
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canijo

canijo

Member
Oct 29, 2023
54
Im leaving explicit instructions to just burn me and throw to trash. Also demanding no funerary services of any kind. I certainly do not want family/old friends going on about "we did what we could" clichés when they knowingly left me to rot.

I wish to be as forgotten in death as i am in life
 
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Plato'sCaveDweller

Plato'sCaveDweller

Sleep is good, death is better.
Sep 2, 2024
512
No. I'd like to simply disappear and be forgotten.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,134
Never, if it's up to me I'd choose to permanently erase my existence so it's like I never suffered at all, I just wish to disappear with all finally forgotten about for me, I just want permanent peace from this painful, torturous existence where finally I cannot suffer anymore.
 
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Tac0Johnz

Tac0Johnz

Potato Olé
Sep 19, 2024
92
I'm probably only gonna be known as the "sibling who was a great artist, and had dreams of becoming a cartoonist/professional artist" :/ unlike my other siblings who have friends, achieved their dreams, and aren't too far gone with their illness,
My only friends were my drawings, and drawing was the only thing I done consistently in life.
 
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CloudyNightSky

CloudyNightSky

Specialist
Oct 28, 2023
302
By some people yes. By others no.

It depends, but I definitely don't want to be forgotten by certain ones when I'm gone.
 
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Timothy7dff

Timothy7dff

Wizard
Apr 10, 2024
657
No. Everyone is forgotten eventually. Life is a bad dream that's ending soon.
 
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AllAlone

Member
Oct 4, 2023
62
Ideally I would like to be remembered as a good person. Like if I could redo my life that is what I would want. But as for my life right now I would rather just be forgotten since my life is so pathetic and my memory would only cause people pain.
 
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lnlybnny

Mage
Jan 25, 2024
545
Just by the people who truly matter to me (which are rare and parasocial)
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
I have no desire to be remembered
 

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