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m1ll1pede

m1ll1pede

alive
Jun 2, 2024
61
i want to, i wish i could just disappear. i don't have any other reasoning but if you do please lmk
 
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xXSufferingXx

Enlightened
Feb 21, 2025
1,115
nah. but just remember the good parts of me
 
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interna

interna

Gone Tomorrow, Here Today
Dec 1, 2025
176
yes!!!!!! i wish for nothing more
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,500
Yes, that's all I want, I just want this dreadful, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake to be all forgotten and erased with no more pain and no more suffering, if it's up to me I'd choose to permanently erase this existence.

I just want it to be like this existence was never imposed and it's just so terrible how it was causing all this torture and suffering as a result with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I'll just always see existence as an abomination, for me non-existence is just all that's positive.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
4,201
I wish I was forgotten while alive. I want nothing to do with the rest of humanity and I wish they wanted nothing to do with me.
 
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VoidButterfly

VoidButterfly

Flitterby
May 17, 2025
148
Being able to be forgotten is the one blessing of this life.
 
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LonelyForest

LonelyForest

Member
May 9, 2026
16
Oh God, I so badly want to be forgotten. There isn't a single day when I don't wish to just vanish out of existence, leaving no trace that I ever lived. I wish people would simply forget about me. My parents, my family just forget that I even exist. That would make life, and ctb, so, so much easier.
 
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endboss

endboss

Student
Apr 8, 2026
132
I also want to be forgotten as soon as possible.
 
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eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
1,487
it's more painful to be remembered for my lazy depressing life than be forgotten and have every part of myself get erased. if i was forgotten about by everyone i know i would make the leap to ctb immediately because i would feel no guilt anymore
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,128
I lived all my life as a ghost. Not noticed by anyone, not important to anyone and i want in death to be completely forgoten. I dont even want a gravestone.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,369
yes i want to be forgotten. every human will be forgotten. every one of the 8 billion alive now will be dead = cease to exist forever in 130 years. and forgotten . it will be soon too because how fast did the last 5 years pass by?

life and the pleasure addictions are very fleeting . but the horror is that 60 seconds of the worst constant most unbearable pain can seem to last a very long time . what about 60 minutes? 80 hours of the constant worst pain ? there is no way i want to suffer extreme torture. this constant unbearable pain has to be avoided at all costs. so i have to and want to suicide. it's not like i can just wait to die cause i don't want to suffer extremely before i die.

what i think i and a human is : a brain that can suffer unending constant unbearable pain. what is more horrific than that ? .

i would like to forget this hell called life and this evil world even existed . and it will happen right at the point of my Death.

boggles my mind that people want to live even in old age as the body decayes filled with pain , working so hard to risk extreme torture. then they and others believe and wish for quadrillions of more years of afterlives of suffering , remembering this nightmare life and world in those quintillion to the septillion power years forever

these are just a few reasons why Non-Existence forever is the ultimate bliss to me

i'm certain after my brain dies i will cease to exist for all time forgetting this hell a trillion times worse than anyone could imagine ever existed.
 
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Useless Idiot

Life is killing me
Jan 24, 2026
29
Yes, I want to be forgotten. I have done dreadful things. I want to disappear too.
 
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somethingisntreal

somethingisntreal

The future prepared for us is a twisted joke.
Aug 30, 2025
237
After my death, I want people to pretend I never existed. I'm pretty invisible (even after a lifetime of wanting to be noticed) and have barely affected people's lives. Those I have, I've changed them for the worse. I've come to realize that it's better ro be forgotten than to be remembered as a crude, mentally ill bitch. I wish I could erase all traces of my existence.
 
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Bishop

Bishop

This is the way
Mar 24, 2024
236
Want or not, we will all be forgotten, it's just a matter of time.
 
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bl33ding_heart

bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
599
Definitely, I really wouldn't like for a big deal to be made out of my death. I also dislike the idea of people pondering about my mental problems. Although it wouldn't truly matter anyways.
 
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E4syW3y0u7

E4syW3y0u7

Wasted it all.
May 19, 2026
76
I wish, i'm too ashamed of myself and the mistakes/decisions/actions i've made. Knowing that i wasted so much time and ressources to be such a failure of a man makes me wanna disappear and be forgotten for sure...
 
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thousandislandstare

Member
Nov 30, 2019
23
Yeah, I would rather just be whisked out of existence. I don't need people performing sadness or bonding over my passing or rewriting history
 
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