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Pure

Pure

Specialist
Jun 29, 2021
366
I don't think my parents will, at least to my extended family.
 
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suisuiforum

Experienced
Jul 4, 2021
239
That's a good question that I never really thought about until now. On one hand, suicide is probably still stigmatized for them so it might deter them from revealing that I CTB, but on the other, I'm not sure what they'd blame it on. Maybe a car accident or a freak medical emergency?
 
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Alwaysbadtime

Alwaysbadtime

Enlightened
Jun 28, 2021
1,158
Yes, I am hoping that with my informational emails prior to exiting that will explain that my problems were situational and economical not mental they will tell the accurate story. It's never been mental, but I was sucked into that shit drain. I'm placing a lot of optimism that they will hear me. It's not my problem though.

Yes, they will tell people and relatives.
 
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Makko

Makko

Iä!
Jan 17, 2021
2,430
Since I live in another country and don't really have contact with them anymore it will probably take them years to even notice. And then they'll probably pretend one of the following, depending on what's more convenient:

1) I'm still alive somewhere
2) I died from natural causes
3) I never existed
 
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OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
Yes, and I hope they do. I want everyone to know I took my life.
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,619
Not really sure .... But I hope they do.

Regardless ,. I'll be dead and Gone so whatever they feel is best.
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,561
My family will probably just forget they ever had a kid/brother.
 
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Grav

Elementalist
Jul 26, 2020
817
Probably not but most on my side wouldn't be surprised. In-laws will probably never know.
 
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All Things Must Pass

All Things Must Pass

Mage
Apr 14, 2021
557
Probably not.
 
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sully

sully

Experienced
Jul 27, 2021
231
I'm not sure. I think it will be known eventually after autopsy. But maybe the official version will be that I was sick
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,301
I think they probably will, I cannot imagine my death realistically announced as anything else. The way I see it, at that point I will be gone from existence so it is not my concern how my family reacts.
 
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draw a circle

out.
Apr 10, 2020
300
They will i guess. A close family friend died of suicide and my family talked about the signs they saw and was like "damn that sucks". Their view of depression and suicide is just the usual "why the hell would you kill yourself over a few problems" like everyone in my family somehow have good mental health lmao. I think they're not bad people just ignorant.

I actually have a good relationship with my parents so maybe they'd think along the way of "why didn't we realize it sooner" or "i wish they would tell me :(". I spent way too much time imagining their reactions on my funeral lol. I was a delightful child (not necessarily a functional human being nor good as an adult) so I'd like to think people will be devastated. Nobody would see it coming tbh (except some of my friends). What a surprise ending
 
Loneliest

Loneliest

Slow dancing to my death
Jun 23, 2021
40
My family 100% will not. They won't let me embarrass them like that
 
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clown_17

clown_17

Almost gone, it almost worked
Oct 24, 2020
288
They probably will. They'll try to spin it in a "get help" kinda way to be like hey everyone don't end up like this. But the funny thing is I'm already seeking help. Some people (me) just can't be helped.
 
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CatTheBus5689

CatTheBus5689

Member
Jun 22, 2021
76
Mine will most likely will, I'm healthy and don't go out of the house much so anything else killing me is nigh impossible.

Even if they don't people will figure out out, especially the few that know me well.
 
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Anonymous_A

Arcanist
Oct 4, 2020
411
Family can't exactly deny a post mortem, so no matter what they want to do, people will know it's suicide
 
Noctis

Noctis

I wish I'd done it years ago
Dec 15, 2021
308
They will tell everyone it was a suicide and paint themselves as the victim because I so selfishly abandoned them and left behind a mess for them to clean up.
 
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eternalmelancholy

waiting for the bus
Mar 24, 2021
1,169
They will tell everyone it was a suicide and paint themselves as the victim because I so selfishly abandoned them and left behind a mess for them to clean up.

Holy shit this sounds exactly like what my parents will do. We have been estranged for years now but I know they will use my death as an opportunity to seek attention and milk sympathy from others. I wouldn't put it past them to become one of those insufferable 'suicide prevention' advocates/activists. Even though they are the reason why I am ctb'ing in the first place.
 
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avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,358
Most likely. Sad thing is, the person that ultimately led me to finally make this choice will almost DEFINITELY use it as a reason to garner sympathy and attention and also use it as an anti suicide campaign. Person won't even respect my wishes in death.
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
My mother will and make up some convoluted story for sympathy and attention, because she's ill, not bad.
Then my father will probably blame me because I'm never good enough for them, never understood me and they're a bit narc, plus we aren't talking right now.
I assume my siblings will feel really bad for a bit and then get over it, especially as we don't live far apart.
Most worried about my brother copying me for no reason as both my brother and father have exhibited suicidal tendancies in front of me out of the blue before.

Investigators if you dare show this to my family after I'm dead I will haunt you with the worst nightmares imaginable, I will doxx you from beyond the grave. I might be ctb in a few more days so this is my biggest fear after posting any personal stuff.
 
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