Do you think you'll still be alive by the end of 2019 ?

[BjartNO]

Hoping to go in Jan. Full suspension.

 

[Autumn Winter]

Yes someone has to deal with the family bills and other stuff. I can't leave my mom alone to manage all that. I can't imagine how devastated she would be if im.gone. Honestly she and my siblings are the only thibg keeping me alive.

 

[Deafsn0w]

Unfortunately I will be alive in 2019.

 

[onegoodreason]

Oh God/dess, I certainly hope not! Unless something hugely life-changing happens (win PCH or the lottery-if I ever play it), I'll be gone sooner than later, depending on when I get the money together to buy N!!

Blessings, Love and Peace to you all,
Phyllis aka onegoodreason

 

[none666]

I really hope not, but i probably won't unless something pushes me over the edge. Deep down i know I'm scared, but I'm so tired of hurting everyday, for no reason

 

[Jazavac]

I really don't know, a year ago I said that I won't live to 2019. This year I feel like I won't live to 2020. I say that to myself every year and I don't know if it's true this year but I know one year has to be my last, part of me hopes it's this one.

 

[Jane Doe]

Hell no!

 

[onegoodreason]

Hell no!

Love your avatar!

 

[efffervescence]

God.. I hope not..
I either want to do CO, Butanediol, N2
Or if all else fails.. SN

why is SN your last option?