do you think you will ctb at night or during the day?

[singingcrow]

I think during the day for me personally. I would like to hear the birds and feel the sun on my face. ctb at night would feel very lonely

 

[ForeverCaHa]

It'll be after sunset for me. There's something comforting about the night, like I'm just going to bed and falling asleep.

 

[dimgobaith]

At dusk or during the night for me. Less chance of being discovered

 

[rozeske]

Early morning. I feel my best in the mornings so I want to use that opportunity of calmness plus I can't for the life of me do a conscious fasting so I'll be taking advantage of the overnight fast.

 

[StrugglingSienna]

I would love to do it at night. I think I might just wait to ctb when it's a dark, stormy night, that sounds so relaxing. It'll be hurricane season here in a few months. I can't wait...

 

[NonEssential]

Difficult to say. If I'm going to hang myself in a forest it has to be clear enough for me to see, yet late enough to make sure nobody interferes.

 

[Shadows From Hell]

I'll probably do it during the early morning hours while it's still kind of dark, but the sky is slowly lighting up.

 

[NitrogenAfternoon]

All depends on the timing of my meto, but I would like do it as the sun is setting. I love that we both have crows in our avatars, because I know exactly what you mean by the birds chirping, and I would like that too. Birds have always symbolized something deeper to me, especially when it comes to thoughts of ctb or death. Flight is such a beautiful and simple idealistic freedom. Also reminds me of how life goes on and doesn't stop for anyone. When i ctb, the birds will still be out the next day chirping. I feel so ready lately.

 

[pappapgold]

In the afternoon when my mind is clear. That's when my anxiety is the lowest, I'm calm and relaxed. Go sit in the garage with the door open looking out to the farm fields.

This will help with not having to fight with SI and panic

 

[JesiBel]

During the day, there's more activity and noise. And I'll have more energy to get everything ready.

 

[pauly369]

At night because its more peaceful and less people around to intefere with my plans or be discovered early enough to resucitate me.
So early hours of the morning between 01.00 and 03.00 AM.

 

[LigottiIsRight]

Night is the safest to avoid interruptions.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd wish to end my existence at any time as long as it means that I'd never suffer in this futile, torturous existence ever again as all I hope for is to not exist, I just want to fall asleep permanently. In this cruel existence non-existence really is all that's desirable for me, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where all is finally forgotten, I wish could just choose to end my existence, I suffer so much from how peaceful, guaranteed death is so cruelly denied for me with suffering seen as to force and prolong no matter what.