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nihilisticmystics

nihilisticmystics

halcyon girl
Apr 24, 2025
107
hello sasu, just for reference i am located in texas!

i plan to ctb with a firearm this week with my partner that i met off of this website, but i am kind of worried i won't be able to pass the background check to purchase the gun because when i was 17 i went to a psych ward (involuntary) and then i went to one when i was 19 as well (this one was voluntary)

would they still count the involuntary admission since i was a minor? am i deemed mentally unwell to purchase a gun because ive been?

any advice or suggestions? what do you guys think?

thank you have a good day!!!
 
Liebestod

Liebestod

Suicide Enthusiast
Mar 15, 2025
416
You would not pass the background check and you'd have to answer it honestly when it asks "have you ever been confined to a mental institution". Your best course of action would be to try an go for a private sale if you live in a state where background checks aren't required for private sales.
 
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nihilisticmystics

halcyon girl
Apr 24, 2025
107
You would not pass the background check and you'd have to answer it honestly when it asks "have you ever been confined to a mental institution". Your best course of action would be to try an go for a private sale if you live in a state where background checks aren't required for private sales.
thank you so much for that. i've been looking online and have found quite a few unlicensed dealers that do not background check but i am really wanting to buy one at the store instead of possibly getting myself into a dangerous situation. if im not able to get a gun we plan to shoot ourselves at a gun range
 
NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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if im not able to get a gun we plan to shoot ourselves at a gun range
That is one of the stupidest possible places to try to kill yourself.

They'll be on the look out every day for suspicious behavior and ready to stop anyone trying to shoot themselves or someone else. You're surrounded by people who will have first aid training and medical supplies on hand. They're going to call 911 instantly to try to save you in addition to any medical aid they provide themselves.

That's not to mention how you're going to traumatize everyone else at the gun range and even risk harming or killing them if you miss while aiming.
 
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nihilisticmystics

halcyon girl
Apr 24, 2025
107
That is one of the stupidest possible places to try to kill yourself.

They'll be on the look out every day for suspicious behavior and ready to stop anyone trying to shoot themselves or someone else. You're surrounded by people who will have first aid training and medical supplies on hand. They're going to call 911 instantly to try to save you in addition to any medical aid they provide themselves.

That's not to mention how you're going to traumatize everyone else at the gun range and even risk harming or killing them if you miss while aiming.
i just want to be free
 
NearlyIrrelevantCake

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The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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muu

muu

Let's meet up inside the pain, a place just for me
Jul 27, 2025
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thank you so much for that. i've been looking online and have found quite a few unlicensed dealers that do not background check but i am really wanting to buy one at the store instead of possibly getting myself into a dangerous situation. if im not able to get a gun we plan to shoot ourselves at a gun range
not to say you should put yourself in a dangerous situation, but if you are looking for a gun to kill yourself, isn't worrying about a hypothetical dangerous situation kind of inconsequential in the grand scheme of things?

i unfortunately don't believe you'll pass the background check, especially if you have very worrying diagnoses listed on your chart, like personality disorders or MDD.

i wish you the best. <3
 
Dr.Duck

Dr.Duck

Confused
Nov 29, 2025
90
i just want to be free
Helpful tip for shooting yourself at the range. Take a few shots at the target. After each shot bring the gun barrel to the bottom of your head. Facing up. Then shoot the target a bit more. This makes it easier to get eyes off you for when to point it at yourself.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Student
Nov 12, 2025
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not to say you should put yourself in a dangerous situation, but if you are looking for a gun to kill yourself, isn't worrying about a hypothetical dangerous situation kind of inconsequential in the grand scheme of things?

i unfortunately don't believe you'll pass the background check, especially if you have very worrying diagnoses listed on your chart, like personality disorders or MDD.

i wish you the best. <3
No, nobody wants to be SA'd etc before trying to CTB.
 
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Sleeper System

Sleeper System

Z z Z z Z z Z z Z z Z
May 5, 2022
877
Lucky you have a partner who understands.
Gun laws where I am are too strict for that option.
If I could just get a hold of one I'd start making plans today.
 

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