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Spit On My Grave

Spit On My Grave

Spit On My Grave
Apr 7, 2026
119
I am not completely sure if S is a sin.
Hell is worse than earth and no one wants to be in that place.
 
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Phobia_DLW

Phobia_DLW

Member
May 18, 2026
34
I am not religious.

Does seeking forgiveness, imply you are doing something wrong? Do you think you are doing something wrong?

And what about forgiving yourself? (For CTB or anything else)
 
Spit On My Grave

Spit On My Grave

Spit On My Grave
Apr 7, 2026
119
I am not religious.

Does seeking forgiveness, imply you are doing something wrong? Do you think you are doing something wrong?

And what about forgiving yourself? (For CTB or anything else)
Jesus Christ brings light to those in darkness
 
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BrokenByTheSystem

Student
Mar 23, 2026
130
Yes, if he's that powerful as people say he probably has the power of empathy too, to understand your reasons and why you did what you did.

I'm not religious but that's the logic inside the religion I can come up with.
 
franos666

franos666

Depressed
May 20, 2026
9
It depends on your beliefs. Personally I don't believe that hell exists at all. If you worry about the afterlife maybe ask yourself: what reason do you even have to believe that it exist in first place?
 
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cursedlife

Student
Jun 28, 2024
159
Jesus isn't the Messiah because he didn't fulfill a single messianic prophecy and he definitely isn't god and has zero influence on the world right now
 
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lpdsvm

Experienced
Jan 11, 2026
231
I can't say for sure since no one knows but maybe yes if you can forgive yourself. If you can't then he might not either. It could be hard to do. If I tried to be honest and perfect I would have CTBed much earlier so I must forgive myself.
 
Heraskov

Heraskov

Member
Dec 25, 2025
22
I'm no knowledgeable saint, but I'm inclined to think so. His mercy is something that not even all of our collective minds can rationally explain, as the power that's in divine grace is not something that our mortal egos can see much sense in, and yet it is presented to us by Him anyway because of the sheer love that He has for us. He is all-knowing and all-merciful. He knows more well than we do the absolute pains that the troubles of this life cause us, and He loves us dearly, sharing our intention to have us brought to eternal peace.

As such, if you are troubled by this question, then I would suggest reminding yourself of Christ's intention for the world. He loves you. His compassion and mercy are literally infinite, and with His essence transcending beyond the material world, there is no linear path that dictates how far that love may go. So, would He forgive you even after you've chosen to exit mortality? It's nothing I can really dictate, but I certainly think that the forgiveness of an all-loving Lord would be able to extend that far. Have trust in our God. "God is love" like Saint John the Theologian wrote. God is every aspect we know and don't of love, perfected.
 
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