Do you think getting high before pulling the trigger would help?

[UnluckyBastard]

So basically I've been trying to blow my fucking brains out for years now. Each time I try I pussy out. Do you think getting high beforehand would help with the hesitation factor? If so, which drugs would you recommend.

 

[SVEN]

I'd be worried it may affect my control and co ordination sufficiently that I inadvertently blew off the front of my face or a chunk of my brain and skull. Leaving me permanently disabled or disfigured, in pain and still here but suffering even more.

 

[UnluckyBastard]

I'd be worried it may affect my control and co ordination sufficiently that I inadvertently blew off the front of my face or a chunk of my brain and skull. Leaving me permanently disabled or disfigured, in pain and still here but suffering even more.

I plan on placing it near the base of my skill, right where the brain stem is. I was thinking THC since it's now legal in my state. I just need something to take the edge off. Something that would get rid of the hesitation/survival instinct.

 

[SVEN]

Not really sure what dose of which drugs available to you could be depended upon to be certain of dampening down your emotions & SI, without affecting the discharge. Especially when you're holding the firearm at the back of your head.
I have no personal experience of THC, however I believe it can lead to psychedelic experiences pretty unpredictably. Would you really want to be tripping when you pull that trigger ? Could lead to youliving up to your screen name.

 

[UnluckyBastard]

Not really sure what dose of which drugs available to you could be depended upon to be certain of dampening down your emotions & SI, without affecting the discharge. Especially when you're holding the firearm at the back of your head.
I have no personal experience of THC, however I believe it can lead to psychedelic experiences pretty unpredictably. Would you really want to be tripping when you pull that trigger ? Could lead to youliving up to your screen name.

I just want it to stop. It's agonizing having the means to do it but not being actually able to.

 

[SVEN]

I just want it to stop. It's agonizing having the means to do it but not being actually able to.

That I totally get. Especially living in the UK where there's no chance of my ever laying my hands on a firearm.
Best wishes on achieving your desire.

 

[pipingcold]

If it takes the edge off and you can still pull the trigger properly I say you should be good.

Being high makes me emotional sadly, last time I attempted I got high to help relax me. But I ended up breaking and calling a friend, so I know I won't try it that way anymore. I don't wanna deter you from it, just sharing my experience

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

I've heard scolpalmine is effective.

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Getting piss faced drunk probably works better than any drug.

 

[Ww42]

I think getting drunk would help better. Being drunk takes away all your inhibitions and that includes your inhibitions towards death. Being drunk also wouldn't affect your aim either so long as you aren't blackout drunk. Having two 24 ounce cans of something would definitely have you feeling nice and loose but not so much that your aim would be affected