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Do you think anyone will be happy after you CTB?
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It brings me some sort of peace thinking how relieved some of my exes will be when they find out how miserable I and my life because after they left me. I think it'll help undo some of the pain I inflicted onto them, and hopefully I'll have atoned for doing it in the first place.
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If people knew my deepest, darkest secrets, they'd be thrilled that I was dead. But otherwise, my few loved ones won't be happy to outlive me. I think so, anyways.
A LOT of people who have harrassed and stalked me now and in the past will be relieved. I wonder who they will bother once I'm gone, even if they end up killing me.
My siblings maybe, they hate me and call me "A fucking suicidal that will burn in hell". Honestly I think that their worst fear is becoming like me, seeing how we are related and stuff.
my parents wouldn't be happy, but they would be relieved. they won't have to bear the burden of me not being able to act happy around them, when alone with them at family events. they can blame whatever they want for my death (i think i know what they would blame) and they wouldn't face any social repercussions - for homophobia, transphobia, any of it. they could just say i've been mentally ill for a long time, which wouldn't be much of a lie. they don't even have to tell people i've ctb'd. not to mention the financial burden of hosting this parasite they call a daughter (unfortunately) till it can sustain itself (probably never) would be lifted right off after any funeral procedures.
I still having enought ego for thinking that even my father will be sad once that I won't stay here, but deeply, he will be happy and have relief because I won't be sucking his money anymore.
I only feel really sorry for my boyfriend. He is the only one who really are with me, and reads me and understand. The rest of my people will be sad and angry for a while, but then, they will forget, as they forget that I'm exist yet.
I hope the people who knows why I'm gone will be happy, the same way I'm happy for someone else they succeeds their attempt. I had told them my reasoning in hopes they would be happy for me when I'm gone.
I think a person from my childhood who I believe to be a narcissist would feel a certain sense of satisfaction and maybe even compensation. They always made themselves out to be the victim- whether they believed it or not- who knows? Still, I think it would play into their own narrative that I subconsciously felt so guilty for how I treated them (all lies) or something. Who knows how their mind works? It seemed so bizarre to me till I found out about narcissism and- there it all was. They were the reason I first became suicidal. Maybe they'll feel like they won. Who knows? Who cares really? I'm happy for them to have this world- they're perfect for one another.
honestly i do not think most ppl would be happy w my decision however they were not happy w my existence either n neither am i so y should any1 worry themselves??
If anybody in my life actually knew me well, then yeah, they'd probably be happy about my death. However, I have never let anybody know anything about who I am, never allowed them to see that I was the kind of person they openly hated and insulted. I guess nobody would be particularly happy about my death, yet they wouldn't be that sad either, seeing as I have no real connection or relationship with anybody in my life.
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