Discussion Do you plan to ctb before or after christmas?

[daydreamer52]

I would rather do it before, the sooner I'm dead the better.

 

[todeswunsch]

I wish I could but I know I won't be able to do it before

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case I sadly don't have any plans to free myself from this existence in the near future as not everyone has the privledge of having a guaranteed suicide plan. It's so horrible how the option of a a peaceful, reliable suicide isn't a human right. But anyway I wish you the best with your plans, I hope that you find the freedom you search for, it's certainly understandable just wishing to be gone.

 

[Neogoloid]

Just taking one day at a time, I don't know for sure when I'll do it. But I don't expect to live to see age 20.

 

[greebo6]

After. But not long after hopefully.

 

[Toobrokentofix]

If u can hold out I plan to ctb on 30th Dec. This will mark the one year anniversary of my foster mum passing. I don't want ro life another year without her.

 

[Rher]

This sounds like a good Christmas present

 

[sleepy10]

I would love to ctb before Christmas. hopefully i muster up the strength to get it done

 

[Erik.t.f]

i have lots of dates i like to ctb on around february-march so after

 

[waningmoth]

After if i can hold out long enough. Im planning on giving myself the christmas everyone imagines but never has, alone, with plenty of gifts ive been collecting all year. The world hasnt been kind to me so i plan on being kind to myself just this once before i go.

unfortunatly circumstances are making it seem like i wont last that long

 

[f1lth]

i wish i could do it before but i cant ruin Christmas for my loved ones. Im hoping Christmas is somewhat enjoyable lol

 

[hi-okbye]

i'm hoping to do it before, but i'm not sure.

 

[hellispink]

i prefer New Years Eve. I have to muster all my courage though, if i have any left

 

[carin129]

Yes. My plan is to CTB on Jan,20th 2024. But my only problem is method

Me too. That date is my wedding anniversary. Since the marriage is lost, I might as well check out that day. It was the beginning of the happiest years of my life. I wish it would have lasted longer. Now, I am too far beyond reconciliation. I can't bare the pain I have caused myself and others. Not to mention the utter hell that my mental illness brings. I hate it. I hate myself and I hate what I turned my life into.