I do a bit of both really. I enjoy nice food. I treat myself too well there. Regarding my living environment though, I've done peculiar things in the past. For years, I lived in the smaller room of where I lived. Keeping the nicer room for guests. I didn't put up proper curtains so my sleep was disturbed by all the light pouring in- on top of a really demanding job. Now, when stuff breaks- I'll tend to go without- rather than getting it repaired. To extreme levels too- washing with water boiled in kettles etc.
I suppose it is still a form of pampering. I'm pandering to my laziness in not getting things fixed.
Sometimes, I've been too ambitious in what I think I can go without. I moved once without taking much furniture with me- only to realise that I did actually feel the need for storage cabinets, a desk etc. I've thought I could sleep comfortably on a yoga matt on the laminate floor or in the bath- also not the case.
How about you? Are you cruel to yourself out of some form of self harm or, is it more through laziness? Or, do you make the effort to make your living conditions nice abd comfortable?
I suppose it is still a form of pampering. I'm pandering to my laziness in not getting things fixed.
Sometimes, I've been too ambitious in what I think I can go without. I moved once without taking much furniture with me- only to realise that I did actually feel the need for storage cabinets, a desk etc. I've thought I could sleep comfortably on a yoga matt on the laminate floor or in the bath- also not the case.
How about you? Are you cruel to yourself out of some form of self harm or, is it more through laziness? Or, do you make the effort to make your living conditions nice abd comfortable?
