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Blueberry Panic

Blueberry Panic

The Angel of Death
Jan 5, 2025
630
I've made a few friends on here since I joined in January and almost all of them have ctb.
It's the reality of this website and of suicide in general .
 
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moonflow3r

moonflow3r

Knocking on heaven’s door
Oct 6, 2023
211
Oh definitely, there was schrodingerisded , he left us back in march. I enjoyed the philosophical debates he and others would pull off in the website. I remember talking to him hours before his final act. I'm glad he's at peace now. That is the inherent nature of this site, people come and go yet we can't do anything about it but watch from afar through our screens.
 
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SomewhereAlongThe

SomewhereAlongThe

So where's the bus stop?
May 17, 2024
286
Yes Alessa :'( Who was a darling and Queer Melancholy who lit up the chat every time they were around
 
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StupidCat

StupidCat

retard
Apr 24, 2025
173
I will miss you if you ctb
 
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ringo99

ringo99

Arcanist
Apr 18, 2023
486
Vizzy. That guy is a legend here. Made an amazing SN guide and patiently answered questions related to CTB.
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
3,580
Metalchik and Cookiedough.
 
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themisfell

themisfell

Member
May 31, 2023
70
@d3c4y for sure. They were one of the few friends I made here, and we were gonna ctb together but they went ahead of me. I hope they're at peace.
 
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TheDevilsAngel

TheDevilsAngel

LetMeFree
Apr 22, 2019
793
Yes many good people have left whether by suicide or left the site....
 
kunikuzushi

kunikuzushi

sause
Jan 24, 2023
365
Yes I miss ijustwishtodie so much
 
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milkteacrown

milkteacrown

suicidal angel
Feb 16, 2025
122
Yes, I do. I sometimes wonder if I have enough of a presence on here for anyone to feel that way about me if/when I CTB.
 

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