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LastFlowers

LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
2,170
@elizabeth_timestamp. I knew her personally and she was my best friend.
I saw you were looking for this person's posts with fair intentions, but are you sure you have the username correct?

How did you figure out the username?
Did she tell you?
 
Lysandre

Lysandre

I cannot tell yet I don't even wanna know
Nov 22, 2021
55
Unfortunately, yes
 
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Tartuffe

Open to PMs
Mar 31, 2022
342
Someone I spoke to regularly last year had some Sodium Azide, e disAppeared so presume he caught the bus. I'd say a lot of people have gone to the next astral plain on this forum
 
hellispink

hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,229
Why would anyone want to know that? People die everyday in every corner. Even in those places and spaces where you think it doesn't. DEATH cannot be escaped. Death will come to the most darker corners … and here there is a lot of darkness and its hell, and where the is darkness, there is death. Death is among us and walking with us everyday.
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,039
The only one I know for certain is the young woman already mentioned, Callie Lewis. I didn't know her personally. She had a heck of time with her method (CO with tent) and was doggedly determined to CTB.
 
LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
4,389
There wouldn't be so much opposition to this site if there haven't been actual deaths tied to this place.
 
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Kattt

Banned
May 18, 2021
796
Having become a habitual loiterer here (since the 1990s days of ASH), Yes. A good number of people have bowed out
 
LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
4,389
Having become a habitual loiterer here (since the 1990s days of ASH), Yes. A good number of people have bowed out
Unless I'm mistaken I recall your name from the subreddit days around 2015. Since you're still here I hope that life has been at least tolerable.
 
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ctbgurl

ctbgurl

Member
Jan 24, 2023
51
I asked because so many people on this site make it seem like it's so incredibly hard to find a a successful method. It's very discouraging but then someone like you says that many people here have died which is very encouraging. It's confusing..... :-/
Many people have gotten SN resources here and successfully ctb. :3
 
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Kattt

Banned
May 18, 2021
796
Unless I'm mistaken I recall your name from the subreddit days around 2015. Since you're still here I hope that life has been at least tolerable.
Yes. It's the one place I can use my real name and actually be me. It's been ups and downs. There's no way in this world I'm going to die for advanced age. Seen that up close and it's cruel.
But my family have been punished more than anyone deserves, so once the natural order of things has run it's course, at least I know what I'm doing now.
 
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feels_like_rain

feels_like_rain

Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
Sep 29, 2021
74
I saw you were looking for this person's posts with fair intentions, but are you sure you have the username correct?

How did you figure out the username?
Did she tell you?
I found it on her facebook. She made a memorial post about a friend who ctb that she met "on a forum" and signed it elizabeth_timestamp.
She never ever mentioned this forum on facebook, but she had previously told me privately about this same friend that she met here on this forum.
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
1,270
I can recall at minimum several who walked thru their ingestion of N or SN and never posted again. One was a pair and think they took N.
Also recall seeing a lot of posted failures as well
 

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