Discussion do you have your stuff ready?

[tevati]

Can you ctb in this minute? If no, what's the reason?

I still not order anything it feels like if i order it there no point back and i guess it just increase the chance to ctb spontaneous. I am still not not 100% "i go this way".

 

[scales]

I have all the materials however I found out that there is a chance I may not need to ctb. I am waiting to find out before I make my final decision.

I suspect a lot of people aren't fully sure yet.. but you are right... having the materials makes it so much easier to go.

 

[wxtyubidi7y]

I'm sort of collecting ctb methods but I still need to get anti emetics for most of them. I would like to feel like I had the power to ctb at any moment but I haven't gotten there yet

 

[TiredHorse]

I have everything ready to go. Five minutes to put out the notices and make sure my body is found, and I'm ready to open the valve and ctb. But thus far I'm a coward. I keep finding reasons to wait, even though I know they change nothing. The survival instinct is difficult to overcome. But having everything ready to go is important to me. I have come to realize --or at least to hope-- that the less time I need to prepare for a given attempt, the more likely I am to succeed.

It isn't so much a matter of getting a running start at ctb, it's a matter of how high a hill do I need to climb to reach a place where I can ctb. The more I need to do to ready myself to ctb, the more likely it is I will be mentally worn down by the time it takes to open the valve.

 

[Schopenhauer]

I'm nearly there. Just sorting out the last financial details in my life, tying up loose ends. I'll have the whole week to do it. Right now I'm encrypting everything I own. At some point during the week I'll go through my messy desk and shred any unsavory documents I find there.

I'm doing it slowly, but I'll be ready by Saturday.

 

[voool]

Still need to get the heroin. Then I'm off to Canada. Getting a nice hotel room. Gonna see Montreal then have some shots and ctb

 

[bigj75]

I can't ctb this minute but i have the stuff. I'm in a house with people so i have the shit hidden in my room and it's not the type of method you can just do without seclusion or intervening. I need seclusion and a good hour to prepare everything and be sure of my death.

 

[Trashcan]

Almost. I should get all my supplies by Thursday. I plan to ctb this next weekend when I'll be home alone for a few days.

 

[Roph]

I can ctb a few methods with what I have. I'd like to add a chemical and that I'd have to order.

 

[TAW122]

I'm still aiming to get my gun. It shouldn't be hard to pass a background check as I'm clean afaik (never been in trouble with the law, never been declared mentally incompetent or sent to a psych ward against my will, etc.). I am hoping to obtain it before the end of this year.

 

[jaemus12]

Almost.

I'm meeting with a lawyer next week for a will and shit. I'm going complete my suicide "note" videos and we should be good to go.

 

[Chinaski]

I'm meeting with a lawyer next week for a will and shit.

I'd probably stop at the will, tbf. No need to soil the paperwork.

I'm pretty much ready. My chosen method requires an hour or so in advance and can't be done impulsively, so all that remains is courage.

 

[jaemus12]

I'd probably stop at the will, tbf. No need to soil the paperwork.

I'm pretty much ready. My chosen method requires an hour or so in advance and can't be done impulsively, so all that remains is courage.

I don't really understand what you mean. Sorry.

I have some shit I need to leave for my fams just to make sure they don't have to carry my leftovers. I have instructions on what they need to do. Else, I woulda just said fuck it. I'm doing it for legal reasons tbh.

 

[Retched]

Unfortunately, no.

 

[Made4TV]

Got everything for nitroge/eb except the actual gas & canister which are easy to get any weekday 9-5. I'm putting off getting the actual gas so I don't do it impulsively.

 

[nzdarkshark]

Need somewhere to send my 'goods' so they're not taken off me.
No idea where I will ~sad sigh~

 

[Schopenhauer]

Need somewhere to send my 'goods' so they're not taken off me.
No idea where I will ~sad sigh~

Pay someone to receive them for you. I did this for my N. I don't think it'll take a huge amount of cash, and as long it's not something blatantly illegal such as hard drugs or guns, people don't really care.