yeah i would, my cat absolutely loves me, and ik i'm a scumbag, but it' hurts me more to let that little cute fluffy bun alone with my parents, as she won't understand why i'm gone, what happened, and why i'm not coming back, man, just thinking about it, i would almost cry just thinking of the pain in her little heart, every day when i pet her and she purrs, i always whisper something like "damn, when i'm gone i'm really gonna miss you", but well, at least i won't experience her death.
at least, my parents will know and understand what happened to me, she won't, she will just be hurt of why i abandonned her... But i'm suffering too much, way too much to not CTB so yeah, F.