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- Aug 27, 2020
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What type of depression do you have? I am not sure if this has been brought up before, sorry if it has. I see only two types; Habitual and Situational depression. It is possible and the most likely to have a mix of both, with one being more dominant.
Habitual being depressed for reasons your mind can't control like character, personality and ways of thinking; this can branch out to lifestyle and how you tend to lead it naturally too.
Situational being stuck in an unfavourable situation like pain, illness, poverty, loneliness et cetera, being controlled by someone else or having to be responsible for people unwillingly.
By different metrics, one is worse than the other. Habitual means a stuck stubborn rotten brain that is incapable of changing positively and has a natural tendency to lead the body in a problematic lifestyle, you can have everything and feel unsatisfied.
Situational can be worse too as some diseases and pain cannot be cured, money doesn't fall from the sky, you can't make yourself taller or shorter or less ugly, neglecting certain responsibilities can make life a more scorching hell.
For those of you who have depression? I feel mine is 70% habitual because I have an amazing life, loving parents, friends and almost every physical object I could ever ask for. So I am living the 'high life' i guess but still feel miserable on an hourly basis. I don't have illnesses. I don't have pain. I don't have trauma. 30% situational because of where I live, how my parents treat me, and other petty reasons.
Since my life is so good, improvements in my life will be impossible. Recovery from depression impossible too no matter how much more money I acquire or objects given to me. I am too irresponsible to handle more social connections so throw romantic relationship out of the window. I have driven to the end of the road at a young age already.
I made this thread because I feel guilty and lonely for having a perfect life and wonder if there are any others feeling similarly while also having the "preferable living conditions".
Habitual being depressed for reasons your mind can't control like character, personality and ways of thinking; this can branch out to lifestyle and how you tend to lead it naturally too.
Situational being stuck in an unfavourable situation like pain, illness, poverty, loneliness et cetera, being controlled by someone else or having to be responsible for people unwillingly.
By different metrics, one is worse than the other. Habitual means a stuck stubborn rotten brain that is incapable of changing positively and has a natural tendency to lead the body in a problematic lifestyle, you can have everything and feel unsatisfied.
Situational can be worse too as some diseases and pain cannot be cured, money doesn't fall from the sky, you can't make yourself taller or shorter or less ugly, neglecting certain responsibilities can make life a more scorching hell.
For those of you who have depression? I feel mine is 70% habitual because I have an amazing life, loving parents, friends and almost every physical object I could ever ask for. So I am living the 'high life' i guess but still feel miserable on an hourly basis. I don't have illnesses. I don't have pain. I don't have trauma. 30% situational because of where I live, how my parents treat me, and other petty reasons.
Since my life is so good, improvements in my life will be impossible. Recovery from depression impossible too no matter how much more money I acquire or objects given to me. I am too irresponsible to handle more social connections so throw romantic relationship out of the window. I have driven to the end of the road at a young age already.
I made this thread because I feel guilty and lonely for having a perfect life and wonder if there are any others feeling similarly while also having the "preferable living conditions".
