Green Destiny

Green Destiny

Life isn't worth the trouble.
Nov 16, 2019
862
I've got absolutely nothing. I did graduate from high school but that's not really a big accomplishment in this day and age imo, probably should have been held back a grade honestly.

I've worked myself to death at my first and only job at a thrift shop for 10 years now and my body is beginning to suffer from all the hard labor I've gone through, what's worse is all the money I've made has always gone to food, gas and bills so I can't even say I have a bank account worth a damn. It's all truly been for nothing, just a complete waste.

Only thing I'm somewhat proud of is getting pretty good at playing Dark Souls games and some Builds I've done in Minecraft. But that stuff isn't worth a lick in the real world.
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

Visionary
Sep 9, 2018
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Not much. Well, I live in a nice apartment. I have 2 cars. A small retirement account I'm working on. Some part-time gig work when I want it. A crappy gf. Beyond that just debt, isolation, and mental/physical health problems.
 
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Lookingtoflyfree

Lookingtoflyfree

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Jan 11, 2024
324
What I have to show for life:
  • Massive student debt
  • Multiple serious trauma
  • Unemployed, unknown if there will be ever work again or if I'm employable
  • Neurodivergent brain which I hate and would set fire to if I could
What I don't have, but needed:
  • A friend
 
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Pretty_Damaged1111

Pretty_Damaged1111

I wish I wasn't a complete disappointment...
Apr 29, 2023
33
I didn't appreciate the things I had, 6 years ago, enough. Now that I have lost everything to someone who came into my life with nothing but 2 giant garbage bags of belongings, I wish I would've, not only appreciated, but protected everything I worked 20+ years for. When he and I got together I had a 3bd house for my daughter and I, a Lexus that I had just paid off on my own, a career, but had been diagmosed Cirrhosis a couple yrs prior. Fast forward through this toxic marriage, I am losing everything to him. He even turned everyone against me. So now I am dying, with no friends or family l, and nowhere to live. I am 42yrs old, have accomplished more than I thought I would've, considering my upbringing.... But now, I am left with nothing. I literally handed this man everything I have ever worked for and all he does is tell me how useless and worthless I am šŸ˜”
 
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BlessedBeTheFlame

All things are nothing to me
Feb 2, 2024
149
I intend to at least finish off my bachelors degree at this point. I feel like that's all anyone cares about with me nowadays. I tried doing a masters degree too, but due to some timing-related stuff I've surely blocked off that path now. So yeah, to my family I'll just be that guy who finished university and nothing else. I'm glad no one knows what a worthless parasite I really am.
 
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